Sudden emotional downturns

[Jamesun]

How are you?
I can only say that I feel that no matter how good a day everything falls apart in the end, I can't stop feeling that I'm doing everything wrong or that I'm useless.
My attempts to change or to help me don't work, I'm even unable to take a fucking rope and hang myself, my life collapses and I don't know how to fix it, I always end up the same. I think I'm running out of all my options and hopes I think I should just stop pestering, I just wish it would all fucking end.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring and dreadful what you are going through, I understand why you would wish to be free from it all, it's awful how there's too much suffering in existing. But anyway best wishes.

 

[777cave]

Can totally relate to change from somewhat ok to an emotional mess in a heartbeat.