Struggling to block the carotid

[BurningLights]

How long did you try for? Do you happen to have high blood pressure or are overweight with a thick neck?

Oh I know the feeling I'm looking for, probably about 7 seconds in I know if I got the right spot or not. Na I've got a goddamn skinny giraffe neck!

 

[BurningLights]

Been there. Doubting my method and had trouble and can't get my resolve back. I know you're frustrated. Did not use your method. But i you like, you may put on my fucking bra!


It ha nearly made me pass out many times. That being said. I kind of mean it. My racetrack bras hit me in the neck. I had a stroke. It's a little lower and further back than I ever thought it any doctor ever told me. I wish you a Good journey...but since I never got to meet you perhaps I'll check in...failing is incredibly fucked up..I don't want to be here and somewhere out there someone wants to live. I have fabulous organs to donate!

Wait, your telling me all I need is one of your bras? No wonder woman are so relieved when they take them off!
Sorry to hear you had stroke, that's horrible :(
So your carotid I'd in a strange place then?

 

[BurningLights]

Thank you buddy. I hope things work out for you and you find the peace you deserve. I'm trying to find another method now. With my situation it's sort of hard to get the obvious stuff I want.

Thank you my friend :) I always thought why do people put so much effort into this, just fucking hang yourself or something! But now I see why, I was ignorant of others suffering and final wishes. I understand now though. And goddamn do I feel for every each and one of you going through this ordeal one way or another

 

[drakewantstogo]

Oh there's loads of threads on partial and carotid blocking, I thought I had become a pro at this whole carotid artery mallarky, turns out, it really isn't that easy!

Haven't found any the time I looked for. I'll look deeper into it :P

 

[worldexploder]

Thank you my friend :) I always thought why do people put so much effort into this, just fucking hang yourself or something! But now I see why, I was ignorant of others suffering and final wishes. I understand now though. And goddamn do I feel for every each and one of you going through this ordeal one way or another

You're very welcome buddy. In 2016 I tried with an extension cord. I got really drunk but even that didn't numb the pain. After partial blackouts I kept instinctively throwing the noose off. I finally gave up and went to bed. The next day I woke up to busted capillaries all over my face from my forehead to my chin (oddly just a red streak on my neck). Took about a week to go away. I also had a sore throat and a very tender neck.

Last week I was trying to sit up a rig. Worked all evening experimenting. I thought if I had more practice I could do it. Realized I couldn't and said fuck it. I came to terms with the fact that I am incapable of using this method.

Some people make this shit look so easy.

 

[BurningLights]

Haven't found any the time I looked for. I'll look deeper into it :P

Have a gander in the resources thread if you haven't already!

 

[BurningLights]

You're very welcome buddy. In 2016 I tried with an extension cord. I got really drunk but even that didn't numb the pain. After partial blackouts I kept instinctively throwing the noose off. I finally gave up and went to bed. The next day I woke up to busted capillaries all over my face from my forehead to my chin (oddly just a red streak on my neck). Took about a week to go away. I also had a sore throat and a very tender neck.

Last week I was trying to sit up a rig. Worked all evening experimenting. I thought if I had more practice I could do it. Realized I couldn't and said fuck it. I came to terms with the fact that I am incapable of using this method.

Some people make this shit look so easy.

Damn man, can only imagine the frustration you went / are going through.
I know right, like maybe we are thinking to much into it. Its seems the ones who do it spontaneously do it first time. Then there's the lost souls, swimming in the sea of limbo, with sharks depicting life chomping at our feet.

 

[Rose]

Damn man, can only imagine the frustration you went / are going through.
I know right, like maybe we are thinking to much into it. Its seems the ones who do it spontaneously do it first time. Then there's the lost souls, swimming in the sea of limbo, with sharks depicting life chomping at our feet.

It's like the moment you dedicate yourself to dying the universe decides to make it really fucking hard.
Always found it funny how people die so easily on impulse/accident, then someone who actually has thought it through & wants it comes along, has an inordinate amount of trouble.
Pain in the ass, hope everyone here can find something that works well for them & they're happy with

 

[BurningLights]

the universe decides to make it really fucking hard.

Th bloody universe had been fucking with me this whole time!! It's led me to believe that this is how I go, if this another sign to stay then I'm ignoring it. I got no choice now.

 

[Swisher]

Wait, your telling me all I need is one of your bras? No wonder woman are so relieved when they take them off!
Sorry to hear you had stroke, that's horrible :(
So your carotid I'd in a strange place then?[/QUOTE
Yes! yes! But
It wasn't on my carotid and yes it was in a strange place...my neck. It should be over your shoulder, no? Now what color would you like?

 

[Swisher]

Wait, your telling me all I need is one of your bras? No wonder woman are so relieved when they take them off!
Sorry to hear you had stroke, that's horrible :(
So your carotid I'd in a strange place then?

Yes! yes! Embrace your feminine side! But...
It wasn't on my carotid and yes it was in a strange place...my neck. It should be over your shoulder, no? Now what color would you like?

 

[Retched]

It's like the moment you dedicate yourself to dying the universe decides to make it really fucking hard.
Always found it funny how people die so easily on impulse/accident, then someone who actually has thought it through & wants it comes along, has an inordinate amount of trouble.
Pain in the ass, hope everyone here can find something that works well for them & they're happy with

So true. So true.

 

[Retched]

Th bloody universe had been fucking with me this whole time!! It's led me to believe that this is how I go, if this another sign to stay then I'm ignoring it. I got no choice now.

It really bites. I'm sorry you are having a hard time. I know i do too...