Help Spontaneous suicide

[the_summoning]

I had been doing good but now I'm out of my Prozac and too broke to get some more. It definitely out of my system because I want to ctb again. My roommate is not home yet (only recently got back power after the hurricane) and I'm off tomorrow so I have time. I have no plan and no special equipment to do this. All I have at home are cleaning supplies to drink. Anyone have some off the cuff suicide methods that I can try?

Edit: I'm still at work right now so I can't do it right away but it's all I've been thinking about all day.

 

[kyhoti]

Impulse CTB attempt is just not a great idea. It's always ended badly for me, and I can only speak from my experience. Careful planning and preparation takes time and patience, but I know I will have 100% success when that day comes.

Crashing from meds sucks. Good luck.

 

[Sulyya]

Unfortunately desperation just makes attempts less successful, not more.

 

[the_summoning]

Impulse CTB attempt is just not a great idea. It's always ended badly for me, and I can only speak from my experience. Careful planning and preparation takes time and patience, but I know I will have 100% success when that day comes.

Crashing from meds sucks. Good luck.

Oh man that's disheartening to hear. I just feel so tired of life and I want out

 

[let.me.let.go87]

Every time I've tried out of sheer desperation I've just ended up with scars, being tased by cops, and in the psych ward. Drinking bleach is actually very unlikely to succeed. I did it as a teenager. I've swallowed razors and just pooped them out. Very painful I might add. Swallowed broken glass and batteries. Slit my own throat. Twice actually. Jumped off two different bridges. If you're gonna do that make sure you've overdosed beforehand and don't have the pill bottle on your person. So they won't know and treat you for it. That's my current plan actually. OD and jump off the cliff at the canyon here. Suicide is better to be well thought out. Like murder you can't just so it rashly. You need to plan it out tbh. Not that I've ever killed someone but I watch enough true crime ijs