Help Spontaneous ctb

[PassingThrough]

Just curious as I might be in this position soon, like in the next week and a half. If you suddenly decided there was no choice but to ctb, for example if you knew you were due to have a meeting that could go catastrophically, and there was no point going on, and no time to plan, how would you ctb, like on the spur of the moment? Options seem to me to be jumping, cutting, drowning in the sea, (it's at a seaside place), running in front of a car, OD (obvs a shit idea) I guess hanging too though I'm scared of that.. I know these are shit methods.. but if you were DESPERATE what would you do?

A cyanide tablet. I mean, that's what spies and such use when they are about to get captured/interrogated (or so the movies told me!).

 

[FuneralCry]

The problem is that the method can fail if it is done impulsively. To increase the chance of success the method must be planned. I would never ctb unless I was certain that the method would succeed. Living is very painful. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are desperate.