Story Sorting out my backup plan

[DeathToSpiesSMERSH]

So I've taken the plunge and finally ordered SN from IC today.

This has been building up for a while, I've had on and off bouts with suicidal ideation since as long as I can remember, I'm struggling with my unstable mental health, I'm struggling with my Autism, my ADHD. I think the breaking point for me at this point was the breakdown of my relationship a few months back, as well as coming out openly as trans.

I just a few weeks to gather the rest of the supplies necessary, I have Prochorlperazine ordered, I just need to acquire some benzos too.

I'm not sure yet if I'll CTB as soon as I have it all together, but at least I'll feel more comfortable in knowing I can check out at any time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, I understand why you would feel more relieved at the thought of having a method all planned out.