Soon...

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

The urges have been intense lately, because I know my time is coming. I will CTB before this Summer. Maybe as early as this month...

Carotid compression is my plan, using a guide that I found on SaSu. I'll begin practicing soon. My landlady moved to another city and my roommates don't have a key to my room, so as long as I do it while they're at work, I'm safe.

The plan is to have an e-mail scheduled to send to my best friend 2 days after I CTB. It will give them my landlady's contact information, all of my online logins/passwords, my general goodbye letter, and some letters to be forwarded to specific people.

When I have my general letter completed and it's closer to my time to leave, I'll be sharing it here.

 

[SilentSadness]

That sounds like a horrific method to me and I wish we were given peaceful methods rather than being subjected to this brutality. You're welcome here though and I hope that you can find peace you aim for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really know much about that method, I would fear it going wrong if I tried something like that but I guess that if it works it's always another option for ctb. But anyway, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Still having frequent, strong urges. In my past, I would act on these immediately and end up failing because I rushed. I know now that I have to be patient. Not yet.