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I'm planning to CTB soon using sodium nitrite, but I want to make sure that my plan is okay.

I'll start fasting around 6PM
I'll take ab 50mg of olanzapine at 11PM
I'll mix 20g of SN with 50-100mL of water (I weight about 120lb or 54kg)
I plan to use mouthwash or an ice cube to numb my taste buds if that taste of the SN drink is really bad and then drink it.


After that nobody should find me until morning. I know there are other pills that are recommended but is this enough? It's also important to mention that I have trouble swallowing certain medicines because of the taste, and I'm worried my anxiety disorder will make me more likely to puke. Is there anything I should make sure to add to this, or is it enough?
 
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I'm planning to CTB soon using sodium nitrite, but I want to make sure that my plan is okay.

I'll start fasting around 6PM
I'll take ab 50mg of olanzapine at 11PM
I'll mix 20g of SN with 50-100mL of water (I weight about 120lb or 54kg)
I plan to use mouthwash or an ice cube to numb my taste buds if that taste of the SN drink is really bad and then drink it.


After that nobody should find me until morning. I know there are other pills that are recommended but is this enough? It's also important to mention that I have trouble swallowing certain medicines because of the taste, and I'm worried my anxiety disorder will make me more likely to puke. Is there anything I should make sure to add to this, or is it enough?
Read the PPeH and Stan guide about SN on the suicide resource thread. Add antacid take maximum dose to your protocol
 

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