Somebody else gets drunk every day to lower the pain?

[fsociety]

I think everything is explained in the title..

The only way to stop the suffering is to completely get drunk with high % liquor and forget everything till I get knocked out..

 

[KillingPain267]

Yes, I did for a few months (as well as some opioid abuse). But I had to move in with my family due to reasons and eventually they found an empty vodka bottle and shamed me for it, so I stopped. But I developed an edema in my foot anyway and the doctor discovered high liver enzymes. It went away after a month of abstinence. That said, I will move into my own apartment again soon, and I know I will eventually drink and it may get out of control and then I develop issues long term. So knowing it may cause issues, is why I HAVE to have a real ctb method planned by the end of this year. I don't want my family, bodily health issues from drugs and alcohol and doctors shaming and controlling me.

 

[etherealspring]

yea I get drunk to numb my own thoughts, but ironically it often just makes it worse for me. I'll still continue to do so anyway tho, because I don't know how else to cope

 

[fsociety]

Yes, I did for a few months (as well as some opioid abuse). But I had to move in with my family due to reasons and eventually they found an empty vodka bottle and shamed me for it, so I stopped. But I developed an edema in my foot anyway and the doctor discovered high liver enzymes. It went away after a month of abstinence. That said, I will move into my own apartment again soon, and I know I will eventually drink and it may get out of control and then I develop issues long term. So knowing it may cause issues, is why I HAVE to have a real ctb method planned by the end of this year. I don't want my family, bodily health issues from drugs and alcohol and doctors shaming and controlling me.

When I understood it correctly, for me it's more comfortable to know for everybody else that I iwas because I overdosed or drank to much instead of taking something which only cause is to die…

yea I get drunk to numb my own thoughts, but ironically it often just makes it worse for me. I'll still continue to do so anyway tho, because I don't know how else to cope

You are on the same page with me budd,y, except the thing that it will make it wors, it doesnt get worse when I drink one day and the other day it's bad.. it's just the same..

I am on that drinking pain away path since 1/2 year and I don't see a point to end it because that's the only thing the keeps me going on!