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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
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There is no reason you have to go through with this. The negative effects of the meto will wear off. You can just call this a trial run. Give yourself sometime to realy think about what you want and make some excuse why you needed to sell your car.

I just woke up instantly and fully awake from a sound sleep for no reason, and thought of you immediatly. The time on my clock was exacly 3 numbers of a very important meaning to me... ( i believe in signs ). My first instinct was to post to your thread.

There is no pressure to do this, you always have a great support team here. Maybe its not to late to find something worth living for.

If you choose to leave the world then that is your choice, but I would like to invite you to stay. At least now you know what the experience leading up to the event is like.

I dont kmow your story or why you want to CTB. I am an eternal optomist , always thinking things can and will get better... Its always darkest before the dawn... etc.. i really believe that deep down.

Whatever you decide, we are here for you, I am here for you, and there is nothing wrong with chosing life. Its never to late.

If you do leave us...i wish you a safe and peacefull journey to the otherside.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

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In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I wish for you to find your peace and for your suffering to end.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Morning Dazed. We are here for you. ❤️
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Good morning, sweets.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Dazed are you still around?
 
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I hope you are still OK. Like others have said you don't have to do this. It's normal to be scared and nothing wrong with staying. But it's your choice and I wish you so much luck whatever you choose.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
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Best of luck with your decision❤️
peace/hugs
 
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Meant2Die

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Wishing you luck whichever road you took :heart:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Paging Dazed. Are you here or with Stan?
 
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Tired_M

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Nov 3, 2019
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Well, their name is now crossed, I hope they found peace and/or that they're alright :heart:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Lots of love Dazed. Bring Stan some popcorn for me. Extra butter. I hope you are at peace.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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My sweet friend, I miss you already... You are so wonderful. I love you. x

You are one of the greatest I've known. Pure heart.

 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

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Nov 22, 2018
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I Hope that you're no longer suffering and that you are safe. No matter what choice you have made. Love, respect & Best wishes.
 
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Hunter100

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Lost...
Oct 12, 2019
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If you're still around please reach out. We live closer then you realize, if you need a friend. Otherwise I hope you found peace.
 
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