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N3UR0T1C

N3UR0T1C

CTB Today
Jul 13, 2019
91
Well, it's come to this point. I originally landed here in 2019, and attempted to CTB. I failed, and gave recovery a chance instead. It didn't work.

Tonight at around 7:00pm, I'll be taking 35g of SN. My protocol is below:

Fast for 13 hours

6:00pm (EST) - Take 30g Metocloperamide
6:00pm (EST) - Take 4mg of Bromazolam
6:20pm (EST) - Take 2000mg Calcium Carbonate (antiacid)
6:40pm (EST) - Take 10mg of Bromazolam
6:40pm (EST) - Take 35g of Sodium Nitrite dissolved in 75ml of water.

I deeply appreciate the time I've spent on the forum, and all the wonderful users that I've met here. I hope everybody finds their peace, either through recovery or death.

I'm okay with answering questions, although I likely won't be doing a "play by play" on symptoms as I would like to lay back, listen to some music, and drift off.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,025
Safe travels and good luck. I hope you find peace.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,263
Farewell. I wish you the best. I hope you find your peace.
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,094
im sorry it has come to this, I hope you find peace
 
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GoatHerder

GoatHerder

Member
Jul 11, 2024
45
✌️
 
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justwannadip

justwannadip

it's still raining
May 27, 2024
131
Well, it's come to this point. I originally landed here in 2019, and attempted to CTB. I failed, and gave recovery a chance instead. It didn't work.

Tonight at around 7:00pm, I'll be taking 35g of SN. My protocol is below:

Fast for 13 hours

6:00pm (EST) - Take 30g Metocloperamide
6:00pm (EST) - Take 4mg of Bromazolam
6:20pm (EST) - Take 2000mg Calcium Carbonate (antiacid)
6:40pm (EST) - Take 10mg of Bromazolam
6:40pm (EST) - Take 35g of Sodium Nitrite dissolved in 75ml of water.

I deeply appreciate the time I've spent on the forum, and all the wonderful users that I've met here. I hope everybody finds their peace, either through recovery or death.

I'm okay with answering questions, although I likely won't be doing a "play by play" on symptoms as I would like to lay back, listen to some music, and drift off.
I'm sorry to see you go. I hope you find the peace you deserve.
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
231
Safe travels my friend, best of luck to you! See you on the other side, I will be there soon as well!
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
6,414
May peace find you at the end of your journey.
 
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N3UR0T1C

N3UR0T1C

CTB Today
Jul 13, 2019
91
Thanks everybody for the encouragement and support!
 
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Chrono99

suffering soul
Aug 2, 2021
3
I hope you find the peace you are looking for, good luck on your journey.
 
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1043169

1043169

I put the HOT in psychotic
Jul 9, 2024
96
Ah man, I hardly know you but I'll miss you. We chatted a little bit in the chat room.

I wish you peace and a safe journey.
 
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Mebius

Mebius

Student
Jun 13, 2024
118
sad
 
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randal_bond

Me encantaria practicar ES con Hispanohablantes.
Oct 23, 2018
269
Peace, man. I hope it will be quick.
 
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DrearyAsh348

DrearyAsh348

Member
May 8, 2023
21
I am really going to miss you. We chatted very briefly, but I will always remember seeing you around on this forum. Take care and I hope nothing but the best for you. :heart:
 
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dopaminedeath

Death please
Nov 12, 2022
166
is it time soon?

Farewell
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,451
Rest in peace.
 
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cryptoinvestor

Member
Jul 12, 2024
23
Rest easy friend!
 
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bookie

bookie

main character of sasu
Mar 31, 2024
359
I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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indefinitesleep2

indefinitesleep2

Im out
Jun 29, 2024
112
wish you the best brother ❤️
 
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rainwillneverstop

rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
199
Remember if you change your mind, we are here as much as we were before.
Your presence has been and is appreciated.

I hope it goes well 🫂
 
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dtkdave87

Member
Jul 13, 2024
28
Safe travels 🙏
 
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feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

Student
May 29, 2024
195
Peace
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,784
A little candle burns for you, may it guide your soul to love and peace.
 
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abchia

abchia

Student
Aug 28, 2023
123
Have you gone?
Rest well.
 
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thebelljarrr

Member
Apr 26, 2024
87
🌹🤍
 
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Hahem

Knows too much
Feb 4, 2023
66
Farewell
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Student
Jun 2, 2024
158
Peace to you<3
 
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Nikitatos

Nikitatos

Arcanist
Apr 10, 2024
402
Right behind you. Maybe there's a place on the other side we can all meet up.
 
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Minsu

Minsu

Suicidal korean girl 🇰🇷🏳️‍🌈
Jan 17, 2023
444
Peace. Are you still with us?
 
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