Discussion So insane how suicidal I am

[Polyxo]

I caught myself genuinely fantasizing about someone finding out about my depression and recognizing I need help and acknowledging how I really feel inside.

Like, man, I've really hit that point, huh? That's so sad LMFAO.

 

[theboy]

How does that make you feel?

 

[Vlad Tepes]

In my case I just fantasize about my parents being striken by guilt to the point of suicide after I end it all (which wont happen, because my parents are insane adult children incapable of feeling guilt). Ive long since given up on even fantasizing about anybody coming and actually helping me in this life. I am so far beyond any and all salvation.

 

[brighteyesfan144]

In my case I just fantasize about my parents being striken by guilt to the point of suicide after I end it all (which wont happen, because my parents are insane adult children incapable of feeling guilt). Ive long since given up on even fantasizing about anybody coming and actually helping me in this life. I am so far beyond any and all salvation.

they're such insane adult children that i couldn't even begin to fantasize about something so outside the realm of possibility

 

[Polyxo]

How does that make you feel?

I feel like I'm caught in a fever dream. I've built up such a great mask that the only way people will find out about my feelings is when I'm dead.

In my case I just fantasize about my parents being striken by guilt to the point of suicide after I end it all (which wont happen, because my parents are insane adult children incapable of feeling guilt). Ive long since given up on even fantasizing about anybody coming and actually helping me in this life. I am so far beyond any and all salvation.

I'm sorry to hear about your relationship with your parents