Haku
Walking ThePathOfSorrow, destination Denebokshiri
- Oct 12, 2019
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So I know I have been almost non existent on the forum for awhile and members have have been checking up on me and wondering if I'm still alive and writing me some nice messages. Yes, still alive for now, obviously, and I am so grateful that there are people on here who are thinking about me, I appreciate you caring for me, and I also care about those who have been a good friend to me whether I'm off or on the forum, since i became a member, especially @Jean4 @Stan @Crushed_Innocence @SuicidalSymphonies @Nem @lunarpoppies420 and @OreoWellington . I know some of the people that I mentioned, we haven't spoken that much, but I feel like you also were very nice to me, and I saw you as good friends, I thank you all the most, I feel like you all were there for me the most, and I am eternally grateful to you, it will be sad for me to see some of you go before I do, or if I depart before you. I hope that we get to meet in the afterlife, if you believe in that. So yea, since I have not been as active as I was for the first few weeks, I met a person, who is now an ex member, and she helped me through my time of mental struggle since I was on hiatus, and I am glad to say that, she is now someone special in my life, at least until we both ctb, which we are planning to be together for, unless some problems arise, being that we leave in 2 different countries, so because of that, its possible that difficulties may arise, but even so, we are planning to make this work somehow. When I first became a member of SS, I did not plan to meet anyone in the way I met this person, but, I do not regret the decision that we both made, because now we do not have to feel alone, even if we are by distance. I am glad that in my last few weeks, I will be feeling a tad bit content, I didnt expect this to happen, but I did wish for this, and I hope it will stay like this until my end. I just hope the Universe doesnt put a damper on things for me like it usually does, but I will fight with my entire soul, to not let that happen. Also, another reason why I am doing this post, is so that I can let my friends know that, I will not be on here too often, like I have been doing the past week, buy I will not completely leave the forum, I may go a day or to without a word, but still come back and post something, and make help threads every once in a while when I have questions, but I will not be making too many, and for sure, when my time arrives for me to ctb, I will make a goodbye post, I do not want to leave my friends on here high and dry, I will make sure that I tell you goodbye, you mean alot to me, and that's the least I can do for you for the friendship you have shown me. So, I guess I talk to you all every once in awhile, talk to you later.
And sorry for the spell errors, I'm typing on my phone, and my fingers are big, so yea, not going to really fix it, but just apologizing for it
And sorry for the spell errors, I'm typing on my phone, and my fingers are big, so yea, not going to really fix it, but just apologizing for it
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