So close to SN again

[Willto]

Today I mixed two glasses of SN. Was fasting and had my premeds. Just as I was about to drink, the phone called and someone just came to visit. I was also online with my very close and understanding friend whom has dedicated hens time to help me. So tired and so ready to go.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand feeling so tired of existing and wishing to leave so badly. I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world, you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[freedomcalls]

How are you feeling now?

I'm glad you've had time with someone understanding, no matter what comes next for you

 

[Willto]

How are you feeling now?

I'm glad you've had time with someone understanding, no matter what comes next for you

So am I. I really hope that it will be done soon. The agony of life.

 

[Sittichmutter]

So am I. I really hope that it will be done soon. The agony of life.

What about ceasing the agony living?
I am sorry about your hopelessness and pain. What would you like to change, If you continue living?

 

[Willto]

What about ceasing the agony living?
I am sorry about your hopelessness and pain. What would you like to change, If you continue living?

A time machine would definitely be a lifesaver.

 

[Sittichmutter]

A time machine would definitely be a lifesaver.

Yes. I know this feeling.
But we should not judge ourselves based on the past. In the past we acted and lived with different conditions. Everything changes. All the time. Even now, what seems unbearable today, may be not so difficult tomorrow.
I wish you could keep hope. And get help. And get lots of love.

 

[Willto]

Yes. I know this feeling.
But we should not judge ourselves based on the past. In the past we acted and lived with different conditions. Everything changes. All the time. Even now, what seems unbearable today, may be not so difficult tomorrow.
I wish you could keep hope. And get help. And get lots of love.

Im beyond help. We can't change the past of course, but we can make something about the future. As for me exit from this world is taking my own destiny in hand.