SN without benzos

[finalgoodbye:(]

hi im going to attempt next week. i have access to everything but benzos so if someone knows what i need to do to prepare myself mentally and physically because i cant afford a failed attempt. i want to know what im getting myself into please.

 

[offbalance]

have you tried the dark web markets? There's guides for buying off of there. It's easy once you get the hang of it. I know someone who orders off there all the time. But I understand if you don't feel safe enough to do that. What I would suggest is browsing this forum for tips on how to accept death, there's threads about that very topic. I would also suggest not attempting before you're ready and determined and sure. There's also threads about what to expect physically with SN.

 

[Nobodi]

I don't have benzo either. I'm just going to do it with water. I'll Fast and do my thing I don't have a due date though

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

Live these last few days as if they are your last. Enjoy it , do somethings you haven't done, make some final memories with the people you care about