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nosoul

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Apr 1, 2023
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I usually feel peace at night,but tonight is really bad. Was supposed to get some AE but no such luck, maybe I might get soon.

but my issues are that I do not feel hunger at all,I eat because I know I should but then it's a small amount. Lost ton of weight in past month, just 1 month.

My question is will this make me more prone to nausea? I get full quickly. I burned myself on dmt so no sleep no hunger, only 4 hour knockouts per 24hr days, it is excruciatingly tired, to not nap not have microsleeps, only to pass out from klonopins.

I want to end it very soon, I know people mention otc anti nausea.

I'm sorry if this is jumbled, I'm so tired, I want to take SN for final sleep soon. It is pure torture to try to relax and the brain. Not shut off. And then to feel a decline everyday in cognitive ability.

I couldn't figure out a simple slipknot:( I've become this dumb.

Will I just puke but then be able to redose and then lay down?

I have SN, klonopins, advil that's it, I can get an otc AE tomorrow, but I'm so done, just want to print my ctb letters and go to sleep for good. Pls help me, I'm suffering badly, not just depression but can't sleep enough, can't eat enough.
 

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