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DanLip22

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Feb 15, 2026
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I just got a text from the postal service that my SN will be here tomorrow. I have prescription benzos but no antiemetics...I'm tempted to chance it. I just wish they were easy to get. Feels weird thinking I could be dead this time 2 days from now
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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I just got a text from the postal service that my SN will be here tomorrow. I have prescription benzos but no antiemetics...I'm tempted to chance it. I just wish they were easy to get. Feels weird thinking I could be dead this time 2 days from now
If you can, go to the doctor and tell them you suffering from severe nausea in the morning or night and that meto is the only thing that has worked in the past.

It's not a controlled substance and won't hurt you so doctors don't have a problem prescribing it.
 
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DanLip22

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If you can, go to the doctor and tell them you suffering from severe nausea in the morning or night and that meto is the only thing that has worked in the past.

It's not a controlled substance and won't hurt you so doctors don't have a problem prescribing it.
Thank you so much
 
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intr0verse

intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
433
Feels weird thinking I could be dead this time 2 days from now
I hope that once delivered, it will bring you a a little bit of comfort and peace; maybe it will ease your struggle a tiny bit.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
878
If you can't get meto, then a second glass of dissolved SN is a must. At least, I would have done it in that way if I wanted to be 100% sure that I will ctb.
 
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DanLip22

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Feb 15, 2026
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If you can't get meto, then a second glass of dissolved SN is a must. At least, I would have done it in that way if I wanted to be 100% sure that I will ctb.
Thank you for the advice. Are u planning on using SN?
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
878
Thank you for the advice. Are u planning on using SN?
Yes SN is my method of choice. I got my meto by lying to my doctor that I have nauseating migraines.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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