SN tonight :(

[autumnal]

NOOOO !!!! I was planning on Duct Taping my mouth shut in case I vomit. I don't want to choke to death, but I don't want to puke everything up and fail.

Do not duct tape your mouth!



If you duct tape your mouth and vomit, you are almost guaranteed to have survival instinct kick in and rip off the tape anyway. Or at the very least, die a very non-peaceful death by suffocation.

Far better to prepare a couple of extra doses (per the guides) and have them on hand to take in case you do vomit. And as the guides mention, sometimes enough SN is absorbed before vomiting happens to still work.

 

[Loner]

NOOOO !!!! I was planning on Duct Taping my mouth shut in case I vomit. I don't want to choke to death, but I don't want to puke everything up and fail.

Please don't worry, people have died even after vomiting. Or you can have more glasses of SN ready in case you do vomit. But duct tape is not a good idea.

 

[5:45AM]

NOOOO !!!! I was planning on Duct Taping my mouth shut in case I vomit. I don't want to choke to death, but I don't want to puke everything up and fail.

It may help to think of the goal as delaying vomiting by as much as you can, instead of not vomiting. The idea with taking 20-25g of SN is that it is a good amount more than the average person would need for a lethal dose, so you have a higher chance to get enough of it in your system before expelling the rest. (My calculated minimum lethal dose at 59kg weight would be just 6 grams - 20 will make sure that those 6 grams get in my system.)

 

[rntmss]

Your body will absorb the SN very very quickly. I know this from experience. (Check my posting history)

unless you throw up within the first couple minutes, the only way to back out is through medical attention... and even then, your window is very short before you start losing control of your motor skills.

This isn't a substance to mess around with.

 

[jgm63]

The OP has not been on for a while now....

If they went ahead, then I hope they had a peaceful journey, and are on their way to somewhere better.....

 

[Rockman]

Whats your reasons Lady?
Wish you luck.

 

[Smudgedlines]

I've spent a couple weeks looking through all the SN info on this site, I don't know how much more prepared I could get. I'm just not sure about the timing of the additional meds thats all

yeah ok i realize duct tape would not be the move. I'm starting to get scared (and hungry!!) anyways this is the only feasible method i haven't tried. still planning on it but i hope it works

I've read every word! Over and over. I just see so many variations in peoples attempts its dizzying

Im 99% sure my life is going nowhere, tired of holding out for that 1%. thank you though <3

Are you still with us? X

 

[Busdriver]

Stan has a good guide but I also have this guide below which I will use. I hope it may come in useful.

Method:

Day 1 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide

Day 2 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs 1000mg of paracetamol
23:15hrs 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:20hrs 20mg Diazepam
23:25hrs 100mg propranolol
23:30hrs Ranitidine X 4,75mg crushed pills
24:15hrs SN drink

Your guide sounds amazing. I only wonder about the diazepam. I have the idea that with how you time your benzos you can match the peacefulness of N by falling asleep 5 minutes after SN ingestion, but I really have no idea about dosage. Maybe you need like 50mg? Or you believe 20mg would be enough?

 

[Living sucks]

Are you still with us? X

Yes she was online today. It's ok to back out and it's ok to revisit your post and tell people.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Your guide sounds amazing. I only wonder about the diazepam. I have the idea that with how you time your benzos you can match the peacefulness of N by falling asleep 5 minutes after SN ingestion, but I really have no idea about dosage. Maybe you need like 50mg? Or you believe 20mg would be enough?

I think 20mg of Diazepam will be enough to calm you but you could go for 50mg so you drink the SN and then fall asleep but I would move it forward and you will have to stand with the SN in your hand so when your really tired and ready to fall asleep you can quickly drink the SN and lay on the bed, but there is a chance you throw up in your sleep and wake up, I have changed the times for the Diazepam.

Hope this helps.

Day 1 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide

Day 2 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs 1 X 1000mg of Paracetamol
23:15hrs 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:20hrs 1 X 100mg Propranolol
23:25hrs 4 X ,75mg Ranitidine (Crushed Pills)
23:45hrs 1 X 50mg Diazepam
24:00hrs 1 X Mix 25g SN in 50ml Water
24:15hrs 1 X SN Drink

Cheers Geo

 

[Busdriver]

I think 20mg of Diazepam will be enough to calm you but you could go for 50mg so you drink the SN and then fall asleep but I would move it forward and you will have to stand with the SN in your hand so when your really tired and ready to fall asleep you can quickly drink the SN and lay on the bed, but there is a chance you throw up in your sleep and wake up, I have changed the times for the Diazepam.

Hope this helps.

Day 1 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide

Day 2 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs 1 X 1000mg of Paracetamol
23:15hrs 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:20hrs 1 X 100mg Propranolol
23:25hrs 4 X ,75mg Ranitidine (Crushed Pills)
23:45hrs 1 X 50mg Diazepam
24:00hrs 1 X Mix 25g SN in 50ml Water
24:15hrs 1 X SN Drink

Cheers Geo

Thank you! Very helpful

 

[justaspeck]

Yes she was online today. It's ok to back out and it's ok to revisit your post and tell people.

yeah i chickened out, its harder than i imagined haha. trying again tonight

Whats your reasons Lady?
Wish you luck.

All work no play...really messed up my chance at having fun while i'm young...never got the hang of how to live right, now im heading for decades of a 9-5...just dont want to do it, not when theres a better life out there i could have had

 

[Humanityiamout]

Hope you have a peaceful journey, thank you for sharing the method this will be the method I use to.

 

[LMLN]

So sorry you have come to this decision. There is no shame in waiting or changing your mind. We are here. Peace and love whatever you decide.

 

[justaspeck]

Update: ordered gelatin capsules

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Update: ordered gelatin capsules

If you haven't already, also recommend getting a pill tray to fill the capsules.

I strongly considered going the capsule route. I think one would have to take extra SN to make up for the extra amount of water one would have to ingest to take the capsules. I recall at least one person in the anecdotal threads of SN successes and failures used capsules but I don't recall any other details.

 

[enjolras]

Thanks for bringing in this remark. I also think that it's probable that more than 50ml of water (equivalent to 2-3 gulps) will be used if ingesting capsules. Cause even if you pack them densely, there might be a quantity of 20x 00s or 15x 000s right ? Maybe 2(/3 max, not practical) could be swallowed at once, trained, but still

About this topic, vegan/enteric capsules are special, cause they're said to pass through the stomach intact and release at the beginning of the small intestine, overall set on a delayed time, so I'm wondering if that'd be an awkward idea, even one that may hurt (I think Qwarky had advised against enema cause it would burn membranes) and change the absorption quality ? That's tempting to avoid the stomach burn but would it be worse or inefficient afterwards ?

 

[Alec]

I wish you all the best sweetie, I'd also recommend numbing your taste buds with some mint or ice cubes, so the taste isn't so salty. You could also do the same after you ingested SN, just don't swallow, spit them out after they melted / took effect

If you don't mind asking, will you update us after SN ingestion?

Numbing our taste buds is a great idea, thank you for this advice!;)

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace in whatever decide.

 

[BorderlineSuixide]

rest in peace, goodnight and sleep well x

 

[asifkhanny12345]

Your body will absorb the SN very very quickly. I know this from experience. (Check my posting history)

unless you throw up within the first couple minutes, the only way to back out is through medical attention... and even then, your window is very short before you start losing control of your motor skills.

This isn't a substance to mess around with.

/

 

[BabyYoda]

Wishing you a safe journey