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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
Not really
Any other things about your spirituality? I am not doubting what you say. I have had, myself, some very strange realizations, as well. For instance, I thought about someone who I hadn't not talked to in some 40 years. For some reason, I decided to google his name (he had a very uncommon name). Lo and behold, his obit. came up, he had died just e few days earlier. That scared the crap out of me.
 
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Sixfeetunder

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Jan 12, 2019
319
I hope you found your peace (or will find it).
 
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2211264

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Sep 7, 2018
160
Not really
Just wanted to say that I hope you dont feel any shame or guilt for leaving your family. Its sounds to me like you did a very good job raising your daughters and they are of an age now where they will be able to cope and not be devastated/majorly traumatised. But i know it will still be hard for them. I wish you a painless peace.
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
I wish you luck and hope you're able to find peace
 
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Scottishchef

Scottishchef

Member
Jan 17, 2019
90
Was chatting wih northerngirl b4 she was going to ctb not heard anything more from her, may she be a peace and passed to a new place
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
330
That sn must have worked quickly a smooth ride
 
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WayOut

WayOut

Experienced
Oct 26, 2018
281
Northerngirl, I very much hope you chat a bit more to JustAboutDone before you commit and take the SN. Just, chat. About general stuff. She's really there for you, she's been listening and thinking about what you've been saying. I'm so sorry to intrude, but you do seem to be in crisis, and perhaps that's not the best time to make the big decision?
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
330
I think she already checked out
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
319
Was chatting wih northerngirl b4 she was going to ctb not heard anything more from her, may she be a peace and passed to a new place
Did she take the sn?
 
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Scottishchef

Scottishchef

Member
Jan 17, 2019
90
Think so, as she had not replied bk to me in our conversation
 
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Scottishchef

Scottishchef

Member
Jan 17, 2019
90
We wre talking about the viuntry life and she mentioned about being in london as o am uk
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
319
I hope she has found her peace.......bless her soul
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
We wre talking about the viuntry life and she mentioned about being in london as o am uk
There is no green dot on her avatar, so she is no longer online.
Her profile says last seen at 9pm (est) USA
 
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Sickman75

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Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
So you are trying to cope with a lot of inner emotional turmoil from your childhood, which has no doubt magnified in bringing up your children and now you are facing this enormous crisis.

i hope she is at peace and being comforted right now
 
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ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
Wishing you a peaceful and gentle journey ahead. May you finally have peace. No more pain and suffering.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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@Northerngirl1965 if you should see this please let us know how you are xx
 
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Macc Lad

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Jan 22, 2019
300
if you've left us northern girl , i wish you peace........i also send strength to your husband and kids in their grief x
 
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Jenna

Jenna

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Nov 21, 2018
234
Thinking of you @Northerngirl1965 ❤️❤️
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Peace to you @Northerngirl1965
I hope you are being taken care of right now and your not in pain.
 
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HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
Hope you found your peace. I'm worried how your child and your husband will grief.
 
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SeekingSolace

SeekingSolace

‘The sleep of reason breeds monsters’ -Goya
Jan 28, 2019
139
Wishing you peace. Makes me sad to see another person leave us.
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
180
I'm thinking of you and your family.....and probably will for a while now. RIP @Northerngirl1965
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Rip ❤️ It's times like this I think my heart might snap
 
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Querry1

Querry1

life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
180
Damn, I'm so torn after reading whole thread, I feel relieved that you're at peace now and I'm crying that you're gone, regardless I didn't know you.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
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Damn, I'm so torn after reading whole thread, I feel relieved that you're at peace now and I'm crying that you're gone, regardless I didn't know you.

Bless her heart ❤️ @Northerngirl1965 I am glad you are no longer suffering the hell you were xxx
 
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Jenna

Jenna

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Nov 21, 2018
234
Damn, I'm so torn after reading whole thread, I feel relieved that you're at peace now and I'm crying that you're gone, regardless I didn't know you.

I got to know her really well the time she was here. Her hell was indescribable. It does still break my heart.
 
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