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bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
119
as promised, here is my goodbye thread.

i have the sn almost ready (with extra cups). i fell free. happy, almost no fear. i didn't think it would be like that..

i am eternally grateful for the existence of this forum and for the many good people in it. being here helped me a lot.

wish me a good trip please <3 love you. thank you all. with love, bluemarine rose system.

ps: i'm going to take metoclopramide now and in 30 minutes i'm going to take sn
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
good luck!!! i hope you're able to find the peace in death u couldn't find in life<333
 
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deadwalkid

deadwalkid

Member
Feb 16, 2024
16
Good luck and peace be with you, friend.
 
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bambibambam

bambibambam

𑄻𑄾 i’m on your side..!!
Jan 29, 2024
183
goodbye and good luck stranger. ♡
 
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4g1vvvven

🔍 Looking for the nicest exit 🚪
Feb 14, 2023
179
I hope you find peace, best wishes!
what regimen are you following if you don't mind me asking?
 
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Banan321

Banan321

Do it once, do it right!
Sep 19, 2023
50
Good luck! :heart::heart:
 
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bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
119
I hope you find peace, best wishes!
what regimen are you following if you don't mind me asking?
im not using benzos or other medications, just metoclopramide and sn.

30min before i took 30mg of meto
and 2 25g sn glasses. the second one i'll probably take even without vomiting just to be safe.
 
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Slark

Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
187
I hope you find the peace and happiness you deserve
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I wish you peace on your journey
 
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Slark

Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
187
I hope you find the peace and happiness you deserve
 
Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
279
Farewell, best of luck and hope you find peace
 
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maidens

maidens

" more dead than alive, I endure it "
Aug 27, 2023
143
goodbye, and good luck. I hope you find peace 🫶
 
Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
367
I wish you many things but most of all I wish you peace. Godspeed
 
Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Arrivederci and peace eternal.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
Wish you a safe journey and hope you'll soon be at peace 🌿.
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
466
Best of luck to you, stranger. I've got the same method, hopefully I'll see you on the other side soon. I don't know if you're still conscious/with us or not, but I hope you'll find it as quick and peacefully as possible :heart:
 
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bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
119
i'm going to prepare the sn now.
 
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Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
542
Goodbye and good luck, hope it all goes well and you find some peace soon.
 
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jujuklam

Member
Jan 31, 2024
61
as promised, here is my goodbye thread.

i have the sn almost ready (with extra cups). i fell free. happy, almost no fear. i didn't think it would be like that..

i am eternally grateful for the existence of this forum and for the many good people in it. being here helped me a lot.

wish me a good trip please <3 love you. thank you all. with love, bluemarine rose system.

ps: i'm going to take metoclopramide now and in 30 minutes i'm going to take sn
All the best and much peace to you <3
 
haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
256
goodluck, i hope u will find the peace you are looking for
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
All the best @bluegodism, you're a kind soul. Go in peace.
 
bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
119
Updates: I decided to take it tomorrow.
the side effect of metoclopramide sucks
the side effect of metoclopramide sucks
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Can you describe what side effects you are having?
 
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Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
210
Farewell! I wish you the best on your last journey. May it bring you peace and comfort 💜
 
<user>

<user>

I just need to sleep for a while
Feb 18, 2024
22
I plan to go today too brother. May both our souls find what we're looking for, and if you see me on the other side, come say hello. Godspeed to ya dude.
 
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