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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,870
I've decided that in a couple months, I'm going to try hanging myself again. I almost did it back in 2024 but couldn't go through with it so I'm hoping this time can be different. I already know where I'm going to do it and it's going to be full suspension. I want to wait until all the leaves come out on the trees so I won't be seen until after I'm gone. I don't want to be stopped.

About 2-3 weeks before I go, I'm going to quit my job so I can try to enjoy myself a little bit before the end. I'll make an official goodbye thread when the time comes but I can hardly wait for the time to get here. I'll save up my money until then so when my final weeks arrive I can enjoy my favorite rum and good weed before the end too.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,665
I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

崩れてゆく前に
Nov 24, 2025
267
Just saw you commenting on other threads. Didn't know you've attempted and are going to try again. Godspeed. We'll be here at your farewell post 👋
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
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I hope you find your peace. I'm attempting again this weekend.
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

pragmatics errors can kill me
Dec 10, 2025
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I hope you can find peace and relief you are search for and enjoy your time before the end,good luck❤️
 

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