SN ordered

[Verklempt]

Well, an interesting transformation seems to occur with many people on here, including myself.

When I first joined, I was pretty much one week away from CTB.

The irony is that joining this site actually helped me process my heavy emotions a little more easily, helped me feel like there are so many other people in the world that have the same feelings but typically don't have a chance to express them safely like we can on here. I think it gives people more peace, whether they leave this world or not.

I think that's Very nice and surprisingly positive, as odd as it is at first. Don't you?

And hey, if some people try to recover instead, good for them. Either way, it's their decision, it's their life.

They have a right to choose what's best for them...

it seems many people find comfort in understanding these very difficult and deep feelings, sort them out along the way, and get more clarity.

So whether you're here just to you reflect, carry it out, undecided, or just out of curiosity, it seems like most people end up being happier despite their suffering that this incredible site exists, not because it's a cure, but because it's so REAL.

People get to express their deepest emotions. They discover they're not alone. They have a safe place to vent, to share, to seek answers they are usually forbidden to even discuss with most people. Some people you could share this with that are not on this forum, but those types of people are not easy to find in this world. So when we all gather here, it's not necessarily just to discuss CTB possibly...

it's also to share our humanity together.

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I totally agree with you! I'm so glad that I found this site and can talk about my feelings. I feel happy that I am not alone and that other people here are experiencing the same thing as me. This site has helped me very much.

 

[Carrotcake]

Hopefully we both get it with no issues

I received mine :)

 

[MsMaudlin]

I sleep with my SN under my pilow. ❤