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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,571
Not anti spam I think
 
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catstermaster

Going away soon nya :3
Aug 25, 2025
22
SN arrived. If all goes well, will make a goodbye thread tonight (in 5-6 hours)
 
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WPack

WPack

Student
Aug 30, 2025
113
Looks like searching for SN is harder these days as I keep getting results for "Nitrate" or chemical suppliers that ask for ID.
 
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controlledchaos420

Member
Jun 14, 2023
16
Looks like searching for SN is harder these days as I keep getting results for "Nitrate" or chemical suppliers that ask for ID.
yeah thats whats happening with me. if you find anything, let me know
 
upsidedowngoldfish

upsidedowngoldfish

Member
Jul 21, 2025
20
New source on a big DNM seems promising.
 
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Elzar

Elzar

Member
Feb 11, 2024
84
Does anyone know how long the SN has to be kept down, to be dependably lethal?
If I throw up 10 minutes after drinking that would surely be enough, right? What about a shorter time, say, 5 minutes?
You'd have to down a second cup, I guess?
 
uta

uta

Member
Feb 21, 2025
31
Has anyone tried to order SN from the Chinese site listed in the January 2025 PPeH. It kinda looks like a scam site
I just came here to ask the same question. They have an Amazon storefront too with Prime-elligible listings, but of course SN isn't available there. I haven't found any info about them.
 
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sukiduki

Student
Mar 24, 2024
155
thinking of SN, with K, and some Xanax, and Valium. Should I throw in a couple oxys into the mix? Will that be too much interaction?
 
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Zerengin96

Experienced
Jun 14, 2022
224
Can someone DM me a good source of SN in Germany, Thanks in advance
 
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unknownpassage

New Member
Nov 24, 2023
3
How plausible is it that I'll be able to do SN without antiemetics? Any chance I'll be able to keep enough down or down long enough to work or is it probably going to fail?
 
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theforgotten

Member
Sep 20, 2025
21
Any current sources for the US? Please DM.
 
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monkeysee2

send help pls
Sep 26, 2025
75
Not sure what caused it but it seems horrible. First time seeing this so it could also be a rare occasion. Must have been a terrible last moments.
We don't know how much they took. I think taking too much causes a severe and painful reaction. I don't think it lasted long though as the case report mentions he fell unconsious quickly.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,141
We don't know how much they took. I think taking too much causes a severe and painful reaction. I don't think it lasted long though as the case report mentions he fell unconsious quickly.
That's the issue, not knowing if they followed protocol. My guess is maybe preexisting gastric issues? Who knows..I don't see a mention of losing unconscious fast but being seen vomiting blood sounds rough and probably means they were around people maybe regretted it?....Poor fella.
 
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monkeysee2

send help pls
Sep 26, 2025
75
That's the issue, not knowing if they followed protocol. My guess is maybe preexisting gastric issues? Who knows..I don't see a mention of losing unconscious fast but being seen vomiting blood sounds rough and probably means they were around people maybe regretted it?....Poor fella.
I also wouldn't rely soley on medical reports. I read one that claimed SN poisoning was incredibly painful and caused death by asphyxiation which is blatantly untrue. I think it's a method that's been tried and tested and it's pretty much the gold standard at the moment.
 
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Penguin96

Member
Oct 14, 2025
5
I've found a source in Portugal that sells SN. Will it get through customs in Sweden if I order?

If anyone else have a source for delivery to Sweden, please PM. It would be much appreciated.
 
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thesighofleaves

Member
Aug 19, 2019
37
I just came here to ask the same question. They have an Amazon storefront too with Prime-elligible listings, but of course SN isn't available there. I haven't found any info about them.
It used to be. This source seems to have dried up as of last month sadly
 
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jerw

New Member
Oct 15, 2025
1
I've found a source in Portugal that sells SN. Will it get through customs in Sweden if I order?

If anyone else have a source for delivery to Sweden, please PM. It would be much appreciated.
I have pending orders to Sweden from a number of sources, likely including the one you mention.

I'll let you know when/if they pan out.
 
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Sputter3171

New Member
Oct 31, 2025
2
I've found a source in Portugal that sells SN. Will it get through customs in Sweden if I order?

If anyone else have a source for delivery to Sweden, please PM. It would be much appreciated.

I have pending orders to Sweden from a number of sources, likely including the one you mention.

I'll let you know when/if they pan out.
Please dm me as well. Having a lot of trouble finding sources
 
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兎の耳

兎の耳

The ghost of a girl who never lived.
Aug 3, 2023
144
I bought some pc and and it's currently on backorder. I hope I get it soon. I was going to wait until thanksgiving but honestly I may just do it asap.

If it doesn't show up I guess I will try to find some kn or sa. I just want to stop hurting all the time.
 
themaxtrixisreality

themaxtrixisreality

Member
Nov 1, 2025
10
This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included. Thank you.
Thank you for post, its been very informative
 
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idiotmother

Specialist
Mar 21, 2025
334
I bought some pc and and it's currently on backorder. I hope I get it soon. I was going to wait until thanksgiving but honestly I may just do it asap.

If it doesn't show up I guess I will try to find some kn or sa. I just want to stop hurting all the time.
The pc Sn won't work, unfortunately. If you search it on this site you'll find accounts of it failing and leaving the user sick.
 

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