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thatrandomlineguy

thatrandomlineguy

tired
Mar 28, 2025
43
Can i pull this off with just the sn and no other supplies or will it be very unlikely
 
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thewholesky

Member
Apr 26, 2025
12
Does anyone have any hints at all they can give me about sourcing SN from the UK? Going abroad/starting a business to cover is just not an option for me. Are there any sources at all that are safe and reliable, and likely not to cause the police showing up at my door before it gets to me? If there's literally any information anyone can give me I would be so grateful. I do have a VPN idk if that will help?
 
Defenestrator

Defenestrator

Experienced
Jan 17, 2020
284
Does anyone have any hints at all they can give me about sourcing SN from the UK? Going abroad/starting a business to cover is just not an option for me. Are there any sources at all that are safe and reliable, and likely not to cause the police showing up at my door before it gets to me? If there's literally any information anyone can give me I would be so grateful. I do have a VPN idk if that will help?
You'll really struggle to find people who will help. People are on edge as there's the worry of being stung by the police in the UK right now.
 
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thewholesky

Member
Apr 26, 2025
12
You'll really struggle to find people who will help. People are on edge as there's the worry of being stung by the police in the UK right now.
I understand I just don't know what else to do. I have no idea where to look and I can't wait anymore
 
Defenestrator

Defenestrator

Experienced
Jan 17, 2020
284
I understand I just don't know what else to do. I have no idea where to look and I can't wait anymore
I don't know who the current supplier people use is, my only advice is to do your own research on here and online in general and you'll likely find it.
 
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thewholesky

Member
Apr 26, 2025
12
I don't know who the current supplier people use is, my only advice is to do your own research on here and online in general and you'll likely find it.
Do you have any suggestions of like search terms to use or where to look on here?
 
snoopyfan22

snoopyfan22

Member
Mar 26, 2025
23
If anyone could PM me a way to access SN in Texas I'd really appreciate it.
 
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knickknack81

Member
Apr 28, 2025
18
Is SN hard to get a hold of in the US. In particular, does anyone know if it hard to get your hands on it in New York State?
 
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smrkus

New Member
Apr 27, 2025
1
I have received what I believe to be SN but I want to test it before I commit to my plan. I have tried adding a small amount to a few drops of blood and the blood instantly turned darkish brown, but I want to also test it with strips.

When using nitrate/nitrite strip tests how much should I add to 100ml of water? And what brand of test strips would you guys recommend?
 
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Caribbean Sky

Caribbean Sky

Specialist
Apr 15, 2024
370
I have so many questions about this. I want to try and get it before it's gone.

I know it's no N, but it is highly appreciated by members of this forum so it must be pretty good, pretty reliable, and not really that painful.

Firstly, with the imminent danger of this substance going away, how can I, a resident of the US, source SN?
Secondly, is this like, extremely painful? I don't like throwing up and the seizures sound kind of crazy, but considering the fact that this is such a highly rated method by people here it can't be all that bad.
 
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Caribbean Sky

Caribbean Sky

Specialist
Apr 15, 2024
370
I have so many questions about this. I want to try and get it before it's gone.

I know it's no N, but it is highly appreciated by members of this forum so it must be pretty good, pretty reliable, and not really that painful.

Firstly, with the imminent danger of this substance going away, how can I, a resident of the US, source SN?
Secondly, is this like, extremely painful? I don't like throwing up and the seizures sound kind of crazy, but considering the fact that this is such a highly rated method by people here it can't be all that bad.
hello, commenting to bump my questions so hopefully they get answered ❤️

I also have an extra question: was someone talking about extra supplies? You need more than sodium nitrite to ctb via SN?
 
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BadChanges

Student
Sep 23, 2019
111
How do I check for SN purity? can somebody help?
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Mage
Feb 21, 2025
507
where can i find the peaceful pill handbook?
I saw in the SN bible that olanzapine can be used as an anti-emetic. I have olanzapine in case my meto will not arrive. Anyone know how much olanzapine is needed and what time to use it?
where is this sn bible?
Those who are planning their SN protocol - are you doing the 48 hour protocol or the stat one? Is 48 hour better because you take more meto?
you know where i can find the official protocol, or the best one?
 
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quietbird

Student
Apr 2, 2025
105
If I use plastic liter measuring cups in an aquarium test, is it safe to wash them with dish soap and keep for future testing? (Not keeping to use for cooking or anything else.) Could they potentially be dangerous from any residue or would the soap erase it all?
 
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private.nickname

Member
Feb 24, 2025
12
where can i find the peaceful pill handbook?

where is this sn bible?

you know where i can find the official protocol, or the best one?

bible: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

There's a link to PPeH here, but it looks like the book has been removed (copyright violation?):

But you can buy PPeH legally from Exit International.
 
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PeacefulJourney

PeacefulJourney

Member
Feb 15, 2025
15
I live with my mother and brother, and I'm going to a hotel for euthanasia. I have 30 years old. Is it better not to say anything to them or to tell them that I'm going to a hotel for the night? I don't know what excuse I can use to justify staying in the hotel at night.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
205
I live with my mother and brother, and I'm going to a hotel for euthanasia. I have 30 years old. Is it better not to say anything to them or to tell them that I'm going to a hotel for the night? I don't know what excuse I can use to justify staying in the hotel at night.
better not to say anything imo. :)

are they likely to be concerned if you do not return that evening? will the assumption be that you are staying the night at a friend's place or similar?
 
PeacefulJourney

PeacefulJourney

Member
Feb 15, 2025
15
better not to say anything imo. :)

are they likely to be concerned if you do not return that evening? will the assumption be that you are staying the night at a friend's place or similar?
I don't have friends and don't work because of serious bipolar disorder. I don't say anything to my mother or brother when I go out, but I generally go out for only 6/7 hours. I have my father who lives near me, so I suppose they would call my dad, and my dad would say that I'm not there. By then, I don't know if they would call the police.
 
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Bunyunt

New Member
May 20, 2025
4
This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included.
How important are the antiemetics? I cannot gain access to any where I am.
 
PeacefulJourney

PeacefulJourney

Member
Feb 15, 2025
15
If you take 25gm of sodium nitrate (not nitrite), could it potentially harm your body in some way? What might happen?

Sodium nitrate (not nitrite) would change the color of your blood to brown, similar to what happens with sodium nitrite, if you do the blood test?

Put a 'Don't Disturb' sign on the hotel door handle when you try euthanasia, and also place an A4 sheet on the door with the same message. Is that overkill?"

Does sodium nitrite (SN) with a purity of less than 95% make the blood brown?

Thanks.
 
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plytiene

plytiene

I won't be happy or unhappy. I won't be.
May 18, 2025
26
If you take 25gm of sodium nitrate (not nitrite), could it potentially harm your body in some way? What might happen?

Sodium nitrate (not nitrite) would change the color of your blood to brown, similar to what happens with sodium nitrite, if you do the blood test?

Put a 'Don't Disturb' sign on the hotel door handle when you try euthanasia, and also place an A4 sheet on the door with the same message. Is that overkill?"

Does sodium nitrite (SN) with a purity of less than 95% make the blood brown?

Thanks.
From memory, the PPH says not to let nitrite (NaNO2) oxidize into nitrate (NaNO3) and all discussion says to look for Nitrite, so I'd say no to all of that.
There's no need to use more than the hotel's DND indicators, they'll come when you don't check out anyway.
 
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peacefulafterlife

peacefulafterlife

Member
Aug 18, 2024
7
Has anyone in the EU and outside of Poland ordered their SN from Polish website B*****.eu? Are they a viable source?
 
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private.nickname

Member
Feb 24, 2025
12
Has anyone in the EU and outside of Poland ordered their SN from Polish website B*****.eu? Are they a viable source?
I ordered a couple of months ago. Original white plastic jars and blue lids (is that it?). Haven't opened or tested yet. I think everything is fine. I bought 2x500g, I plan to leave one closed, and I can experiment with the 2nd.
 
imsorryeveryone

imsorryeveryone

Member
May 10, 2025
12
Can someone help me understand why this method is so popular?

Vast majority of goodbye threads include this as the CTB method of choice.

From my point of view exit bag seems far more peaceful.

As after you take the mix you have to sit there enduring uncomfortable symptoms for at least 15-20 minutes.
 
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tolearn123

Member
Jan 10, 2023
30
Can SN method be used if an empty fast dissolve capsule shell is used to fill it with right mg of SN and then ingested with water ?
 
PeacefulJourney

PeacefulJourney

Member
Feb 15, 2025
15
When following the PPEH protocol and after taking metoclopramide, is 40 minutes enough to test three portions of sodium nitrite using the blood test?
When is sodium nitrite transformed into liquid form, and how long can its effects last?
Thanks.
 
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DarkShadows

Member
Dec 21, 2023
75
Can someone help me understand why this method is so popular?

Vast majority of goodbye threads include this as the CTB method of choice.

From my point of view exit bag seems far more peaceful.

As after you take the mix you have to sit there enduring uncomfortable symptoms for at least 15-20 minutes.
- Cheap.

- Reliable. Very lethal and virtually impossible to survive without medical intervention and even with medical intervention it's difficult to save someone.

- Fairly accessible (In the past few years has it become more difficult to get.)

- Not as complicated and expensive as exit bag.
 
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zardoz

Member
May 21, 2025
5
I ordered a couple of months ago. Original white plastic jars and blue lids (is that it?). Haven't opened or tested yet. I think everything is fine. I bought 2x500g, I plan to leave one closed, and I can experiment with the 2nd.

Hi private_nickname. Have you tested this SN - any good? Was that form the polish website B*****.eu mentioned?
I'm also trying to source SN (to UK), wary of getting dud goods. Not bothered about welfare police checks (technically there's nothing illegal about it in the UK, yet...)
Any info much appreciated., happy to compare notes.
Thanks!
 

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