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PleaseHelpMi

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Dec 16, 2022
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So is the expiration date true? mine are dated 3 years but some say that by keeping it stored correctly it can work longer, is that true?
I need a proper answer for that aswell.
Expiration date should be 6-12 months though. Mine is 12. It is instead said that if you keep it well it will be okay for 3 years. I found this by searching on ss just now - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-expiration-potency.98213/
Anyway I read 3 years is good on many threads. And the seller also told me the same.
I just got a visit from the police 💀

My SN order went through the customs without a hitch, I just paid what was due and it arrived just fine, nearly a month ago. The police had been notified that I've ordered something that can be used for self harm and did a wellness check. They asked why I had ordered it and if I would like to hand it over. I was honest about everything and didn't hand it over as it's legal here.

eta: my package hadn't been opened so they definitely knew what it was via the sender alone.

Went to check on my bags after, one of them is still soft and smooth (like sand) inside while other one is caked, hard and crumbling. Is the latter something to be worried about?
Not really. Just break it before use. Though is the 1st bag is enough then use that. Just in case.
 
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Expiration date should be 6-12 months though. Mine is 12. It is instead said that if you keep it well it will be okay for 3 years. I found this by searching on ss just now - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-expiration-potency.98213/
Anyway I read 3 years is good on many threads. And the seller also told me the same.

Not really. Just break it before use. Though is the 1st bag is enough then use that. Just in case.

MY SN is properly sealed and it's been more than 3 years. More like 3 and a half. I'm wondering if I should try to find a new source because while I'm extremely depressed right now, I want to make a final push after I just relapsed. I can not bear the idea of not having a way out and having SN expired and not work at the time of CTB is the worst. God damn. Even if I do it now, it may not even be ok?
 
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Does anyone know (and I mean really know, not just speculate), if the SN solution prepared beforehand will be still okay after storing overnight? I still sleep well, but after just waking up I just don't give a shit, it would be difficult to make me run for my life if there was an earthquake! But having to prepare it would wake me up too much. Maybe I could figure out not being disturbed for a chosen amount of time, and just gulp what has to be gulped and go back to sleep. Of course things like scheduled messages arranged beforehand. But having to measure, prepare etc. would wake me up too much. I need some answers.
 
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Thank you very much for the information, so I will have to take expiration into account, I thought it could last a few more years when stored, I think I read it in the PPH but I better trust the manufacturer's information
Expiration date should be 6-12 months though. Mine is 12. It is instead said that if you keep it well it will be okay for 3 years. I found this by searching on ss just now - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-expiration-potency.98213/
Anyway I read 3 years is good on many threads. And the seller also told me the same.
 
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Thank you very much for the information, so I will have to take expiration into account, I thought it could last a few more years when stored, I think I read it in the PPH but I better trust the manufacturer's information
It COULD be good longer if it was sealed and properly stored. But of course run an aquarium test (not the blood test) especially when you want to use expired one.
I mean, table salt has an expiration date too, and it was a freaking rock underground for ages and nothing happened to it.
 
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Soon they may as well start asking for proof that you actually cure meat with the thing, the sons of bitches
 
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It COULD be good longer if it was sealed and properly stored. But of course run an aquarium test (not the blood test) especially when you want to use expired one.
I mean, table salt has an expiration date too, and it was a freaking rock underground for ages and nothing happened to it.
Thanks, yes, that is just what I had read, but I think that later with the temperature changes it is difficult.


Does anyone know (and I mean really know, not just speculate), if the SN solution prepared beforehand will be still okay after storing overnight? I still sleep well, but after just waking up I just don't give a shit, it would be difficult to make me run for my life if there was an earthquake! But having to prepare it would wake me up too much. Maybe I could figure out not being disturbed for a chosen amount of time, and just gulp what has to be gulped and go back to sleep. Of course things like scheduled messages arranged beforehand. But having to measure, prepare etc. would wake me up too much. I need some answers.

I take this opportunity to answer your question, if you leave the SN prepared for a few hours it will be fine, you just have to make sure you don't leave the glass uncovered, it has to have a lid so it doesn't degrade
 
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Apr 24, 2023
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I will crosspost this between mega threads of each SN and Butanediol and make a seperate thread and send it to the mega thread creators so most people can see it.

Do you think it is a good way to ctb with SN combined with Butanediol?
The SN to kill me and the Butanediol to make me k.o. so I don't feel it.
Isn't this a totally peaceful method?

If this is a good Idea how and when exactly should I dose?
How much Butanediol and how much SN should I take and when should I take which substance?
And can I put the substances in a capsule each so I don't vomit?

If it works with a capsule would I still need an anti emetic?
If I still need to use an anti emetic which can I get on darknet markets or even legally easily?

How much SN is needed to 100% kill a human?
And should I also overdose on Butanediol or only take a dose to make me k.o.?

SN is faster than most drug overdoses but seems uncomfortable therefore I got this idea.
 
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PleaseHelpMi

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Dec 16, 2022
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MY SN is properly sealed and it's been more than 3 years. More like 3 and a half. I'm wondering if I should try to find a new source because while I'm extremely depressed right now, I want to make a final push after I just relapsed. I can not bear the idea of not having a way out and having SN expired and not work at the time of CTB is the worst. God damn. Even if I do it now, it may not even be ok?
You can try doing a blood test or aquarium test to see if it's okay before ctb. Then maybe you wont have to look for another source and be so worried.
 
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seekingpeacefulend

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Apr 13, 2023
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Sodium nitrite 98% AR 250g

would this work as not sure what AR means
 
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bogota11

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Nov 23, 2021
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I think I've found something that will work: Sodium Nitrite NaNO2 = 69.00

but I'm unsure.

If anyone does, or knows of a place that will ship to Canada, I would really appreciate a DM.
 
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thrutrekfinaly

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May 4, 2023
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I can't get my hand on any of the other meds. For SN I'll give you love of what I have. Maybe give me advice from there.

Afghan poppies or unwashed pop seeds
Klonopin
SN (soon I'll have it)

Will this be enough to fall asleep then pass with little pain.
 
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seekingpeacefulend

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Yes it will. AR = Analytical Research. It should be quite good. Can you DM me the source?
Sure if I can get it. Once I have in hand will dm you tge source if they will sell to me.
 
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Kittzuni

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May 7, 2023
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Since I couldn't find a reliable source online that sells/ships to a private person within Germany/Austria I asked a spice company (which sells spices for butchers) if they'd sell me a small amount of SN. Sadly the smallest amount they could offer me was 1kg. After confirmimg purity and storage conditions I'll make the purchase anyway.

How do I safely store smaller quantities? Will an air tight zip lock bag be okay?
 
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BadChanges

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Sep 23, 2019
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Do you think it would be possible to ship SN from Germany to Israel using a forwarding service?
 
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floatingfish

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May 5, 2023
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I'm missing benzos from this method. I have some Xanax (maybe 15x0.5mg?).

I also have Dayvigo (orexin antagonist) and Olanzapin (could serve as antiemetic) to help me sleep. Would either of these work instead of only benzos?
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
74
Can someone send me a source for the US/Las Vegas area? I'm having difficulty in securing some SN.
 
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rabbitlettuce

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Feb 13, 2023
13
I need a U.S. source, pls pm me. Thank you!
 
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RoundaboutResolved

RoundaboutResolved

Stuck in a roundabout with no exits!
Apr 5, 2023
820
US sources are drying up. Your best bet would be to google "sodium nitrite china". Might take 3 weeks to get it, but safer & better privacy. My 2c...
 
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May 7, 2023
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can I trust any sources on alibaba or from China (to ship to US) ?
 
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Lilythefenfen

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May 8, 2023
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Just purchased from Alibaba. We shall find out how resourceful it is when it arrives. Let's hope for the best. ❤️
 
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PleaseHelpMi

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Dec 16, 2022
550
Sure if I can get it. Once I have in hand will dm you tge source if they will sell to me.
Thanks I'll be waiting and hoping.
Since I couldn't find a reliable source online that sells/ships to a private person within Germany/Austria I asked a spice company (which sells spices for butchers) if they'd sell me a small amount of SN. Sadly the smallest amount they could offer me was 1kg. After confirmimg purity and storage conditions I'll make the purchase anyway.

How do I safely store smaller quantities? Will an air tight zip lock bag be okay?
1kg is a lot. More than enough. You only need 25-35g. Double that for 2 glasses. Will they ship internationally or is it a local spice company? If they will I'd like it if you can DM me the source.
 
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ArachnTerror

take me away from this big bad world
Mar 9, 2023
4
Hi, sorry if this question has already been asked. What is the difference between food grade and technical grade in SN? Then is the NaNO2​ content of 99.01% enough to do CTB? Thanks!
 
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diosadysiareborn

tired
May 6, 2023
10
Just purchased from Alibaba. We shall find out how resourceful it is when it arrives. Let's hope for the best. ❤️
hey did it end up being a good source? never bought anything for ABB but i've heard decent things.
 
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