SN in the UK

[sehnsucht96]

I appreciate there's some people already discussing this, but I'm having no joy finding the information I want.

I'm 30. I'm tired. I've tried everything and exhausted as many mental health resources as I can. I'm so inherently unhappy and I don't have the vocabulary to express how I feel every day. I feel like I see no colour. My brightest days are still in shades of grey. I don't want to live another day being followed by a black cloud. I can't run any more, I can't face it any more, and it's not for lack of trying. I am just so tired of trying.
I don't need words of support and how I "can carry on" "can do this" - my mind is firmly made up and my only reservation is fear of failing, and my life being worse than it is now.
I've read about SN and how it's relatively painless and has a high success rate.

Whenever I search for SN, it says I need to have a trade account, and evidence of one. I need to be a food vendor or work in a lab. I obviously don't do either else I wouldn't be on here searching for a place to purchase.

Please can someone from the UK message me and let me know where you've got it from? Or where I can purchase it?

Thank you in advance.

 

[thelostautistic]

It's against the rules to give out sources. Once you contribute to the forum more you'll unlock the search bar function which should help you find it yourself.

 

[sehnsucht96]

Oh right, okay. Can someone not just message me?

 

[thelostautistic]

Oh right, okay. Can someone not just message me?

No

 

[sehnsucht96]

So how do I find this? If you can't share sources, does it even make a difference whether I can search or not?

 

[yesi]

Everyone in the UK who bought from the main source has been getting police visits over the past few days even if the purchase was months ago.