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inpainnosleep

inpainnosleep

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Apr 11, 2026
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You shouldn't be afraid to message if you already ordered and gave your info. From one person in a forum they said "I ordered through the express option, and it took 20 days to arrive after getting shipped, 25 days total". Also, yes no tracking is alarming because from what I've seen, most people get theirs in 48 hours.
Yah, I find that very odd. I saw that someone else had a conversation with him and said that he no longer ships in bulk because so many parcels are getting stuck in U*. I saw that he checked on our Convo over the weekend but it is very odd that I haven't gotten a tracking number yet.
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
he responded to me on Friday re my order as it has been moving through U* for 25 days. I am in US waiting. did you use express or regular? he is still working. the waiting is hard in all ways.
It didn't leave U* for 25 days?
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
377
Yes, I believe Dramamine is right. That's the brand name.
Okay I'll use that instead of Benadryl. It says it works by affecting the inner ear for nausea so hopefully still works for this
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
Okay I'll use that instead of Benadryl. It says it works by affecting the inner ear for nausea so hopefully still works for this
Ok but be warned that no OTC meds beats metoclopramide as they function very differently.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
266
It didn't leave U* for 25 days?
it still has not left according to tracking. It went into their postal system on April 11. the last update was 1 week ago and it was in western U* so it may be going to EU by ground transport to be able to fly to US but this is based on my obsessive research.
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
377
Yeah i know :/ sadly i can't get meto since it's prescription only
Ok but be warned that no OTC meds beats metoclopramide as they function very differently.
you'd recommend 1000 mg calcium carbonate/antacid vs 500mg tablets where you'd need to take more than one?
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
Yah, I find that very odd. I saw that someone else had a conversation with him and said that he no longer ships in bulk because so many parcels are getting stuck in U*. I saw that he checked on our Convo over the weekend but it is very odd that I haven't gotten a tracking number yet.
Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.
it still has not left according to tracking. It went into their postal system on April 11. the last update was 1 week ago and it was in western U* so it may be going to EU by ground transport to be able to fly to US but this is based on my obsessive research.
Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
266
Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.

Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.

Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.

Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.
thanks so much. we connected on last Friday and he told me if it doesn't arrive within next 30 days he will send new one. I was thinking of just paying and ordering a new one express but he seems not to do express anymore per his updated site... And, I totally know express is not guaranteed to make a difference. ya, it is a really long time. I am now in a time crunch (won't be alone much longer) and my failing health is worsening each day. so I don't want to lose the ability to be able to use it. it is too stressful!
 
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Daisy88_99

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Apr 22, 2026
106
Yeah i know :/ sadly i can't get meto since it's prescription only

you'd recommend 1000 mg calcium carbonate/antacid vs 500mg tablets where you'd need to take more than one?
Sorry, I can't recommend anti-acids as I have not done my proper research. However, I believe taking one that is less and you take multiple makes negligible difference than just taking a bigger one as long as you take the recommended dose, which idk yet what that is. As long as the anti-acid doesn't have bad drug interactions (which is rare) with your anti-emetic or any other drugs you take, you should be good.
 
iCryInMySecretSpot

iCryInMySecretSpot

Member
Apr 24, 2026
67
if i take sn and then regret it and go to the er, likelihood of recovering with no life long side effects? im worried my SI forces me to do this
 
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iCryInMySecretSpot

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Apr 24, 2026
67
i just watched a few sn videos and im traumatized. it looks extremely painful and terrifying
 
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iCryInMySecretSpot

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Apr 24, 2026
67
Can you share the thread you found these videos in, thanks.
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
i just watched a few sn videos and im traumatized. it looks extremely painful and terrifying
It's not painful if you follow the protocol. Most of the "terrifying" symptoms you see are after losing consciousness and the main concern is initial symptoms like racing heart, mild-moderate stomach pain, and mild headaches which can all be prevented or very much minimized if the protocol is followed and anti-emetics and sedatives are taken. Please read the PPeH on SN for the full information.
 
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iCryInMySecretSpot

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Apr 24, 2026
67
It's not painful if you follow the protocol. Most of the "terrifying" symptoms you see are after losing consciousness and the main concern is initial symptoms like racing heart, mild-moderate stomach pain, and mid headaches which can all be prevented or very much minimized if the protocol is followed and anti-emetics and sedatives are taken. Please read the PPeH on SN for the full information.
did you see the girl gagging nonstop, eyes tearful, etc? or the man convulsing while talking
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
did you see the girl gagging nonstop, eyes tearful, etc?
That's why the protocol needs to be followed. Please read the PPeH, the SN section. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-january-2025.194954/
did you see the girl gagging nonstop, eyes tearful, etc? or the man convulsing while talking
Also, everybody reacts differently and you can't base it on 1 video. That's like saying a gun to the head is painful because 1 guy survived. There are been many monitored cases of people taking SN and the majority of them are deemed peaceful.
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
377
That's so interesting. They're discussing taking less than 25 g like only five or six if they don't have a benzo. The argument is, it would cause less irritation to the stomach so less discomfort and less chance of throwing up. Kind of want to try that, but I'm so scared it wouldn't work. Everyone says 25 g and I feel like it's for a reason.
 
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Daisy88_99

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Apr 22, 2026
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That's so interesting. They're discussing taking less than 25 g like only five or six if they don't have a benzo. The argument is, it would cause less irritation to the stomach so less discomfort and less chance of throwing up. Kind of want to try that, but I'm so scared it wouldn't work. Everyone says 25 g and I feel like it's for a reason.
That makes sense since the lethal dose for SN is pretty low but I think the reason why it's 25g everywhere is because you will lose conciseness much faster so everything has its tradeoff ig.
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
377
That makes sense since the lethal dose for SN is pretty low but I think the reason why it's 25g everywhere is because you will lose conciseness much faster so everything has its tradeoff ig.
Yeah I need to look into it more. I got my sn, waiting for scale, might test it via blood but I've talked to some other who tested it and said it was good so I'm just waiting, figuring out my method. I got the 1000 mg antacid, ibuprofen and Dramamine. Do you think taking one Dramamine and one Benadryl would be good or better safe to stick to just Dramamine?
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
Yeah I need to look into it more. I got my sn, waiting for scale, might test it via blood but I've talked to some other who tested it and said it was good so I'm just waiting, figuring out my method. I got the 1000 mg antacid, ibuprofen and Dramamine. Do you think taking one Dramamine and one Benadryl would be good or better safe to stick to just Dramamine?
As long as they don't interact negatively you can take both. But be careful as they are both sedatives so you don't wanna be too sedated especially if you haven't made the solution yet. But 1 might be too little because remember these aren't really strong sedatives. What is a test via blood?
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
377
As long as they don't interact negatively you can take both. But be careful as they are both sedatives so you don't wanna be too sedated especially if you haven't made the solution yet. But 1 might be too little because remember these aren't really strong sedatives. What is a test via blood?
I believe you test sn via aquarium strip or dropping blood on it and seeing if it turns black
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
Yes, I am familiar with the strip test but I don't think a aquarium strip is the best thing to use. I am planning on testing it with a Bartovation Nitrite and Nitrate Two Pad Test Strip, It has more ppm and it's designed specifically for NaNO2 and NaNO3(which we don't want). I have never heard of the blood test.
I believe you test sn via aquarium strip or dropping blood on it and seeing if it turns black
Does the aquarium tests for ppm or something else?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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if i take sn and then regret it and go to the er, likelihood of recovering with no life long side effects? im worried my SI forces me to do this
SN is not for anyone who expects to experience regret after taking it. It's for those who plan on turning off their phone & putting it out of reach. If you aren't that serious, don't take SN.
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
377
Yes, I am familiar with the strip test but I don't think a aquarium strip is the best thing to use. I am planning on testing it with a Bartovation Nitrite and Nitrate Two Pad Test Strip, It has more ppm and it's designed specifically for NaNO2 and NaNO3(which we don't want). I have never heard of the blood test.

Does the aquarium tests for ppm or something else?
Honestly I'm not sure, I asked some people who received it from the same source as me before I got mine and they said they tested and it was 98%, I'm not great with chemistry so I'm hoping they were right. Still trying to figure out what protocol I plan to do, I really want it to work the first time as painless and quick as possible. I saw a post where someone took it and woke up hours later fine, that worries me
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
I believe you test sn via aquarium strip or dropping blood on it and seeing if it turns black
Yup! just did my research and aquarium test is in mg/L which is another way to say ppm and the max is 10 for SN. The Bartovation Nitrite and Nitrate Two Pad Test Strip goes up 25, The Bartovation SN test strip is much better but more expensive and only available online I am pretty sure.
Honestly I'm not sure, I asked some people who received it from the same source as me before I got mine and they said they tested and it was 98%, I'm not great with chemistry so I'm hoping they were right. Still trying to figure out what protocol I plan to do, I really want it to work the first time as painless and quick as possible. I saw a post where someone took it and woke up hours later fine, that worries me
Taking 25g is prob the best approach to never wake up.
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
377
Yup! just did my research and aquarium test is in mg/L which is another way to say ppm and the max is 10 for SN. The Bartovation Nitrite and Nitrate Two Pad Test Strip goes up 25, The Bartovation SN test strip is much better but more expensive and only available online I am pretty sure.

Taking 25g is prob the best approach to never wake up.
I don't have a lot of money or time to wait and order the strips. I'm really hoping that the source is right and that others who tested it and said it was pure enough were right. I'll probably stick to 25g with 50 ml water just need to figure out the rest of my plan since no benzos or medo
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
I don't have a lot of money or time to wait and order the strips. I'm really hoping that the source is right and that others who tested it and said it was pure enough were right. I'll probably stick to 25g with 50 ml water just need to figure out the rest of my plan since no benzos or medo
Yeah, good luck! I am heading to bed I am so tired.
 
inpainnosleep

inpainnosleep

Member
Apr 11, 2026
67
Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.

Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.
I talked to him today. He said that he's not doing bulk shipments rn to avoid problems with U* customs and is only sending out a few parcels per day. So I guess my order has not been shipped and they are slowing way down.
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
106
I talked to him today. He said that he's not doing bulk shipments rn to avoid problems with U* customs and is only sending out a few parcels per day. So I guess my order has not been shipped and they are slowing way down.
Yeah, that could mean it might shut down faster than I thought but it could just be cuz of the war, who knows.
 
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