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VanillaBeam

VanillaBeam

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Feb 19, 2026
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I live in Ontario, Canada and survived an attempt using SN. A month after I was discharged from the hospital, the police showed up to ask about it. Apparently, my SN package had been flagged by customs because even though it was mislabeled as a cement additive, they knew what it really was. For some reason, they shipped it to me anyways which there weren't supposed to do because it was flagged.

Canadian Customs knows what SN from DSL is, so be careful if you buy SN in Canada.
 
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VanillaBeam

VanillaBeam

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Feb 19, 2026
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I survived because I got scared and told a family member who called 911.

The experience wasn't too bad but it tasted god aweful. I took the SN on its own with no other meds. I felt a bit nauseous for a bit and fell unconscious after about 10 minutes. Passing out felt like when you stand up and everything starts spinning and gowing black dialed up to 11. It wasn't that uncomfortable and wasn't painful at all.
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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I survived because I got scared and told a family member who called 911.

The experience wasn't too bad but it tasted god aweful. I took the SN on its own with no other meds. I felt a bit nauseous for a bit and fell unconscious after about 10 minutes. Passing out felt like when you stand up and everything starts spinning and gowing black dialed up to 11. It wasn't that uncomfortable and wasn't painful at all.
You told them before you went unconscious? Just curious is all.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I survived because I got scared and told a family member who called 911.

The experience wasn't too bad but it tasted god aweful. I took the SN on its own with no other meds. I felt a bit nauseous for a bit and fell unconscious after about 10 minutes. Passing out felt like when you stand up and everything starts spinning and gowing black dialed up to 11. It wasn't that uncomfortable and wasn't painful at all.
did u become very confused before passing out?
how many minutes after drinking the SN did you call or tell a family member ?
 
VanillaBeam

VanillaBeam

Member
Feb 19, 2026
10
did u become very confused before passing out?
how many minutes after drinking the SN did you call or tell a family member ?
Not confused, but I remember asking the paramedics if I could lay down and they kept saying no until I passed out. I think it was between 2 and 5 minutes when I told a family member.
 
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Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
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Glad you're okay OP🫂🫂
 
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