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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
196
Have everything ready and will try to update as i go after having drink sn.
fasted since yesterday night. Liquid fast last 3 hours.
Took 600mg ibuprofen about 70 mins ago
Took 30mg metoclopramide about 40 mins ago.
Took 4mg diazepam ( i dont use it at all and trying to keep it simple) about 10 mins ago.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
196
This is the point of no return.
5.28 sn first cup.
Disgustibg
Disgustibg
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
Best wishes; will be thinking about you.

Much love :heart:
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
196
Lying on right side and feel burning in my throat. Not too bad yet.
 
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february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
466
Good luck friend. Hope you find peace soon <3
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
We are here with you, I wish you peace whatever happens <3
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
196
Starting tofeel hot flush on face
Just burped. Horrible but still holding in
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Think of good times, and forgive me for envying you, unmet friend.
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
196
Heart starts to beat faster
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,864
Farewell, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
196
Feel dizzy and nauseus hot
 
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ćƒŖćƒ³ć•ć‚“

ćƒŖćƒ³ć•ć‚“

Rina • she/her, lesbian
Sep 9, 2023
323
I wish you nothing but peace. May this transition go smoothly.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
Starting tofeel hot flush on face
Just burped. Horrible but still holding in
Wishing you peace. I hope you're able to read the posts here for a few more minutes and know how much love and support you have.
 
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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
I hope you leave peacefully.šŸ˜”šŸ§”
 
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carnivalforone

carnivalforone

Experienced
Sep 29, 2023
244
i hope you find the peace you're searching for
 
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King Ashoka

Member
Nov 19, 2023
74
Are you still here??
 
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ćƒŖćƒ³ć•ć‚“

ćƒŖćƒ³ć•ć‚“

Rina • she/her, lesbian
Sep 9, 2023
323
Are you still here??
If I am remembering correctly, it usually takes 12-20 minutes to pass out from SN. So OP is likely not conscious at this point, almost 15 minutes have gone by since they ingested SN. Let's hope they will be at peace soon.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
If you are still concious, remember you are being held in our hearts as you slip into sleep.
 
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HD72

HD72

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
Sep 10, 2023
408
Please ask whatever god u find to send help to us here. And I wish u peace friend.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
It seems that @tiredone has left us, hopefully very peacefully. :heart:
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
I guess hes onconcious, its been 18 minutes already.. I hope he didnt suffer <3
 
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Aim

šŸ¤
Sep 12, 2023
945
This is so freaking heartbreaking everytime. But I wish you the most peaceful and wonderful journey. šŸ’œ I will be thinking about you.
 
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King Ashoka

Member
Nov 19, 2023
74
If @tiredone can do this. So can i.

And i will.
 
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mashka9

mashka9

Member
Oct 4, 2023
47
i hope you can reach the peace you're looking for<3
 
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Melancholy Mittens

Melancholy Mittens

Big Top Breakdown
Apr 27, 2023
21
Wishing you safe travels and I hope you find the peace you need. šŸ–¤
 
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AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
472
rest easy.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
This is so freaking heartbreaking everytime. But I wish you the most peaceful and wonderful journey. šŸ’œ I will be thinking about you.
Absolutely, LonelyKitten last week was my first. Absolutely heart wrenching as it is for @tiredone now but wishing them such peace too.
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
Absolutely, LonelyKitten last week was my first. Absolutely heart wrenching as it is for @tiredone now but wishing them such peace too.
Her passing was the saddest for me, i wish i could of said goodbye to her...
 
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