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curiousgeorgette

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Jan 26, 2026
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Ok so i have started my protocol
Already took the meto, 3x40mg propa, 600mg ibuprofen 12mg bromazepam and 10mg diazepam and 4mg tizanidine.
In 30 min will take numbning spry and the 25g of sn and then a lot of benzos diaolved in water.
It is insane how calm i am, i dont even feel the resltless from the meto.
If i am lucky enough i will avoide puke and pass out real quick given the absurs amount of benzos i will take, and some more tizanidine.
I am taking sn in 20 minutes.
After the sn i will take the crushed brnzos and more numbning srpay and lay down.
12hs food fasting, 4 lĂ­quid.
You have my protocol in another thread.
I really need my peace and relief from physical suffer, not mental.
Again, i cant believe how calm i am, my pulse is at 70 while prepairing the SN.
I wont be posting updates.
Whish me luck and a painless and swift passing.
Love you all
@GhostCat25 sending love bro
wishing you luck and peace <3
 

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