
Ender
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- Dec 29, 2020
- 269
I hate my life. I want to end it badly. But I can't, I wanted to do it later today, but even at 7 AM, I see no perfect time to do it. I have to live through another week then. I can't take it anymore, I hate waking up, I hate eating, I hate having to shower, I hate having to get dressed. My mental health is slowly dying, and now my physical health is starting too. I have been fatigued, and I'm losing weight rapidly, I am thin either way, but I'm rapidly losing weight than usual. My eyes are tired, I'm aching and hurting. I'm pale and just tired. I have multiple assignments that are due today, I just can't do them. I'm too suicidal and depressed to. I just want it to end, please, just put me to sleep.