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I'm about to CTB in a few days, and I'm thinking of doing it by bleed out on my wrist or poisoning/intoxication. I need tips, opinions, and method ideas. I need a painful and slow way of doing it (that doesn't involve burning alive).
 
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EndlessRage

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I'm about to CTB in a few days, and I'm thinking of doing it by bleed out on my wrist or poisoning/intoxication. I need tips, opinions, and method ideas. I need a painful and slow way of doing it (that doesn't involve burning alive).
Why cause yourself this much pain? This will most likely not work and you will end up regretting this.
 
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Why cause yourself this much pain? This will most likely not work and you will end up regretting this.
I kind of appreciate my own pain and suffering. In a way, I'd like to experience intense pain or watch my own blood pour out before I finally fade away
 
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I kind of appreciate my own pain and suffering. In a way, I'd like to experience intense pain or watch my own blood pour out before I finally fade away
what happened? what's the reason you want to go out in a way like this
 
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what happened? what's the reason you want to go out in a way like this
I want to go out like this because I want everyone who has ever hurt me and caused everything that has now destroyed my life to see the suffering they caused me, every single drop of my blood in my dead body would be How much i suffered and How much i tried to scream for help
 
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I want to go out like this because I want everyone who has ever hurt me and caused everything that has now destroyed my life to see the suffering they caused me, every single drop of my blood in my dead body would be How much i suffered and How much i tried to scream for help
I relate to you heavily, don't let them get the satisfaction of seeing you go out that way, it's not worth it they don't deserve to see it. I have to add again this will most likely fail to end your life and you'll end up in the hospital and it'll delay your chances for a long time.
Seek a peaceful way to go out there is no need to degrade or subject your body to such immense pain.
 
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There is not much information on methods that are slow but actually end up killing you reliably. Most slow methods are avoided as, besides pain, they provide time for you to panic and change your mind.
 

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