Venting Since my spouse left, that's the point of no return. I have to go

[KillingPain267]

If even my spouse came back it would be too late. The betrayal is too much. I am already determimed, my life is damaged for liever, so beautiful relationshiop and memories ruined. I'm just careful planning my about method.

I'm not living 50+ years like this. It's a shameful dishonor. I respectfully refuse.

 

[snowbird]

I feel you, dear - I was recently dumped after 9 years when I found out my partner cheated on me.
I understand the feelings of utter betrayal and mistrust. Plus you probably ask yourself now - How could I ever trust someone again after my ex claimed to love me first and then did this to me?

But... is there really nothing left for you to live for, though? Do you have family? Friends? Maybe children? Pets? A job that you like?
Please try to think about it thoroughly before jumping into this scenario. I know the current pain is eating away at your soul - and trust me, I still struggle to stay alive every day, altho I was cast aside over 3 months ago. I'm not saying it is easy, but if there is even the slightest hope that you might enjoy life again in the future, I can only give you my warmest advice of trying to hold out until then.

In my experience, when horrible things happen to us, we are overwhelmed by the situation and the negative feelings, but oftentimes, after some time passes, we are able to see more clearly again and are able to find different solutions.

But whatever you decide to do, I sincerly hope you will find your inner peace.