SI is a pain in the ass

[Oeoe3]

I have this day only to ctb, it's currently midnight and I keep pulling out last minute just whenever I thought I finally conquered my instincts and now out of pure impulse I've text my friends(whom I would NEVER admit this about) and they saw it and idk what to do I feel like a horrible person for doing this to them but deep down want this to go out but I just can't anymore. I don't know what's happening. I'm just here to vent since it's probably my last day.

 

[AnonymousCat1]

I don't think you've posted since this… I hope you feel more at peace, whether in life or in death