Venting shouting it into the void

[unbelievablydead]

i just want to be dead

i hate myself

i will never forgive myself

i hate everything

i fucked everything up

life was so sweet

and then i had to go and do something so fucking stupid

i truly don't know who i am anymore

everyday is the worst day of my life

everyday i am tortured

everyday i hope to just be dead

i already feel dead anyways

so why can't it just happen?

 

[lunar02102009]

i just want to be dead

i hate myself

i will never forgive myself

i hate everything

i fucked everything up

life was so sweet

and then i had to go and do something so fucking stupid

i truly don't know who i am anymore

everyday is the worst day of my life

everyday i am tortured

everyday i hope to just be dead

i already feel dead anyways

so why can't it just happen?

I feel like i am screaming into a void too...i want to be dead too..i wish it could happen..i was done with life more than a year ago why cant i die , we are alike. I understand that feeling

 

[unbelievablydead]

I feel like i am screaming into a void too...i want to be dead too..i wish it could happen..i was done with life more than a year ago why cant i die , we are alike. I understand that feeling

it's nice to know we're not alone. i really wish neither of us had to feel like this and could both have peace <3

 

[lunar02102009]

it's nice to know we're not alone. i really wish neither of us had to feel like this and could both have peace <3

You dont know how great it feels to not be alone....im glad the world has a place for people like us . I will be eternally grateful to the creators of SaSu.