Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
I don't know I want to hire an escort and do what it do? Should I just stay pure and sinless when I meet my maker? 
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justfloating
Student
- Feb 13, 2020
- 172
if you are religious, most religions disagree with suicide so losing your virginity is a mini sin compared to that one.I don't know. I want to just should I just stay pure and sinless when I meet my maker?
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,820
Ultimately, it is your choice and up to you. If you wish to lose virginity and experience what 'sex' feels like before you CTB, then feel free to, but if not, then that's fine too. I wish you peace in whatever you decide to do.
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
Yeah you're right. But I feel that it's way too beneath me to do something so desperate like that before I die. Especially if I'm paying.
Oyoy
Spatula
- Feb 2, 2020
- 741
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
I want to leave the earth feeling gracious and dignified. Idk? It's such a confusing thing for me. Besides they will check my credit card to see my final purchases. I don't want a prostitute to be it.
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
I don't get it. If your mind is already made up against it, then why the thread? What am I missing?
Oyoy
Spatula
- Feb 2, 2020
- 741
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
It's not. I'm open to the idea I just want to see if it is a good or a bad one? I just want to see if it is cool.
Nah I don't. I haven't since I became an adult. I lost interest in it.
Oyoy
Spatula
- Feb 2, 2020
- 741
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
I don't know I want to hire an escort and do what it do? Should I just stay pure and sinless when I meet my maker?
Oh, pick me pick me!!! (Joking). The worst thing you want is to have a bad experience and feel worse. That's my 2 cents.
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
No I'm not rejecting love. I just ya know? Want to try it out for once in my miserable life.
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
I think it is up to you to try anything before you CTB or not to try. Here you have nothing to lose honestly and can do whatever you want. I was thinking about trying cocaine before I CTB. Well, really, there is nothing to lose. I won't be hooked on it because I will die, I won't have a permanent damage because I will die, I won't be anxious because I will have Xanax.
P.S. Since when prostitutes accept credit cards?
Sounds like you only want to do it as a thing to do rather than having any interest. If it would make you feel bad to pay for it why not pick up so girl at a bar?
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
There are online escort services you can find. Or is it over the phone? I have no idea?
If this is the basis by which you consider yourself a man or a boy perhaps a fresh perspective could do you some good. Chronology, biology, ethics, morality, contributions to the world… Surely there's some better paradigm you can follow than the one that holds women to a double standard of subservience.
xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 552
If your prostitute charges using a card then you're paying for something something lol
But in seriousness your confusion is saddening :(
Straight up no dodging: Are you horny and want to fuck or do you just not want to die a virgin on principle and your own goals?
I truly am asking sincerely
But it doesn't make you less of a man. If you just want to know what it's like, i don't blame you.
Also note don't get into some girls pants for the sole sake of not dying a virgin (unless she really doesn't give a shit). Find someone that doesn't care lol. Actually, that IS a fetish for some people. (Taking virginity)
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
Wouldn't know what to say? It seems too far fetched. I could try but I have bad anxiety irl.
You right man. Those are some wise words that I respect.
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I lost it to one a couple of years ago and it still gets me in a bad mood how fake, purely transactional and shitty it felt, she wasn't even my type.
Do you really want to pay someone hundreds of dollars just to feel obligated to sleep with you?
Do you really want to pay someone hundreds of dollars just to feel obligated to sleep with you?
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
Well, how about having sex with a girl who simply wants the same?
honestly, you're to young to ctb. You CAN'T have a proper grasp of what you're life will look like in a few years. Stay a while, get laid (prostitute or not) and see what happens. Things can still change significantly for you
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
I can't spit game lol. It's why I haven't lost it yet, I never tried because I was too immature and avoided real life.
cause when you're 20 and insecure, its not super easy
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
I can't see my life getting any better. I am from a minority background. Also i was born impoverished and I have mental health problems. I don't want to offend anyone but I feel I'm doing myself a favor.
I'm watching this conversation and I think I should start a thread "how many of you want to have sex before you CTB?"
Melkus2020
Bad Character
- Feb 19, 2020
- 217
Yeah sex is always the top of people's mind lol
socrates
I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
- Dec 3, 2019
- 275
It's nothing I'd care about, but I'd at least try to knock a few things off the bucket list before you ctb. Sex is easy enough to get these days. I don't know where you live, but there are swinger parties and other kinds of events where you may get lucky. Just fake some confidants and you might be surprise on what you get. I know it's a easier said then done, but it's at least worth a try right?
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
I didn't say it is easy, just seems to be a better option. Prostitutes is a different thing.
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