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Liwujin

Liwujin

Spiked Cortisol
Apr 8, 2026
41
I already have the rope and know how I will do it but now people around me know and it's been overwhelming nonetheless. All the legal jargon I was thrown at and the fact I have to keep on living my normal every day life on top of everything... Should I go to the hospital and tell them I plan to ctb? I have no idea what to do. I have been offered help and it's been implied I can be taken to a hospital... Should I do it? I would definitely be kept there for a while, I don't know how that would go but I just want to breathe a little and get my thoughts in order.
 
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blepblep

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Apr 6, 2026
17
Sounds like you aren't 100% sure yet. Go to the hospital. You can always ctb another day. Hugs <3
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
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Yes.
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

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May 2, 2026
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I don't know how that would go but I just want to breathe a little and get my thoughts in order.
Yes, go. It might be just the thing you need.
 
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A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
33
most definitely. you'll always have the chance to ctb another time, and you should do it only when you feel the most sure. i wish you so much luck on this!!!
 
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Liwujin

Liwujin

Spiked Cortisol
Apr 8, 2026
41
most definitely. you'll always have the chance to ctb another time, and you should do it only when you feel the most sure. i wish you so much luck on this!!!
Thank you, if things just get worse i will follow through on my set date but for now, I'm looking forward to tomorrow
 
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