Should i buy SN asap or wait?

[Katatonia]

I originally planned to CTB with a firearm, however after i started doing more research on SN i was pleased with the idea of dying to it. I dont currently plan to die this year. I plan to die in about a year, give or take. I would be buying from DSL, and i am located in the US.

Would waiting be a better option or is it too risky? I have the money currently, i just don't really have a good place to keep it safe during that year.

 

[sanctionedusage]

youll have to decide between the risk of either having it be found/confiscated/losing it in that year, or the source disappearing altogether

id also consider the risk of having the substance in your possession allowing you to impulsively ctb sooner than you planned to, which could be a bad thing if you have strict end-of-life processes you need to take care of first

 

[ilovenewyork]

I think DSL has been busted

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

I dont currently plan to die this year. I plan to die in about a year, give or take.

I hope you continue to put it off more and more until you hopefully decide against it completely. I hope whatever is pushing you to want to hurt yourself gets better and that your circumstances improve. Sincerely.

 

[Katatonia]

youll have to decide between the risk of either having it be found/confiscated/losing it in that year, or the source disappearing altogether

id also consider the risk of having the substance in your possession allowing you to impulsively ctb sooner than you planned to, which could be a bad thing if you have strict end-of-life processes you need to take care of first

True, but i find securing it to be the most important part considering how hard it is to find.

I think DSL has been busted

Really? Thats extremely disheartening. I wonder if its possible to message them. If they truly have been compromised i suppose firearm it is.

I hope you continue to put it off more and more until you hopefully decide against it completely. I hope whatever is pushing you to want to hurt yourself gets better and that your circumstances improve. Sincerely.

I appreciate the kind words and the time you took out of your day to say them. I think my situation is too far gone, however i do hope that it improves. Haha but i suppose everyone hopes that, we cant all have good lives right?

 

[medinjured521]

I think DSL has been busted

I don't know about busted, but customs is privy to his packs. Why do you think he's busted.

 

[ilovenewyork]

Not replying to messages, packages are all being stopped in transit.