Shit

[kiro__]

the thought of death consumes me every day, every hour, I can't take it anymore, my parents are watching me, I only have the option of burning to death, jumping from a 5-story building, which is stupid, and hanging myself at the back of my house, but they are watching, it's impossible, I would have to do everything on impulse.

 

[bankai]

You're going to have to put up a front in order to get them to leave you alone sooner. Are you suffering from any physical health issues? Or just emotional turmoil?