Schizotypal

Schizotypal

I live to be hated
Feb 2, 2019
89
11653 Me drinking absinthe in my own bar
11654 11655 11656 11657 11658 some art of mine, I chose the less shitty arts to post here lol
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
A new emoji 11663
 
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Lush_nova

Lush_nova

Self Destruct Activated
May 16, 2019
105
I'm a professional dance photographer I'm not sharing any of those images though as don't want to risk linking back to me
Here's some beach shots though, either sun rise or sunset either taken on a phone or iPad quality is lowerd

The first for me, had a lot meaning for the place I was in physically and mentally, the morning light pushing away the dark.
 

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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
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A few are my OCs. Thug-Saint, Sheeva, and Damian (Conspiracy Rebel).
 
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disassociativesloth

disassociativesloth

Just tired.
Jun 3, 2019
5
A horse I drew the other day and a sketch of my friend as an Animal Crossing character.
 

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Santiago

Mage
Mar 25, 2018
588
Don't judge. I don't draw. This was just an one time thing because I was bored and in a shitty mood a few weeks ago. (Probably first time I have drawn since I was a little kid)

I did enjoy it though and am kinda proud I got to put my feelings on a piece of paper

 
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LifeIsNotFun

LifeIsNotFun

Mage
Jun 1, 2019
530
I wish I could. I used to sketch all the time, but due to my depression, and CTB attempt, I threw everything out.
 
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Schizotypal

Schizotypal

I live to be hated
Feb 2, 2019
89
11767 I did this drawing months after a dimenhydrinate overdose that affected me permanently in many ways. I saw insects in every place, there's a pack of wet clothes (my dad said that I took a shower with my clothes on, I don't remember), I was incoherent and put my sock in the sink, and the books in my shelf never existed. Full blow delirium.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,931
I did a quick acrylic painting today. I'm hoping to do a few more soon, I've been slacking big time.

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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
I did a quick acrylic painting today. I'm hoping to do a few more soon, I've been slacking big time.

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Although I am not a painter, I think that the reductive quality of the spatial relationships contextualize a participation in the critical dialogue of the school of impressionism.
 
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Slenderman

Slenderman

Jimmy Smith
Jun 9, 2019
65
I really like to draw but I rarely finish anything oh well, here's some of my stuff tho
 

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Menschenfeind

Menschenfeind

Jan 25, 2019
131
Almost every meme from the meme thread thrown together. Sadly I can't upload a high quality version, owed to the file size. If someone might be interested in the full uncompressed version (55mb, 10000x10000 pixel), pm me.

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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Inspired by Banksy.
Picture
 
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sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
I do these when my mind is zoned out since Paint makes it easy, the purpose is not actually to create art (you can see it's quite lazy) but rather to fill the emptiness. Idk. Just weird feeling... thought I'll share

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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
I finally had the energy to draw, after months of not being able to... and of course, most of my markers are dead. so there goes that
I like recreating album covers when Im in a rut
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
I like making sketches out of the fanart that I see before a chapter on MangaReader.
IMG 20180919 054345 IMG 20180919 064012

I'd also started a piece in Photoshop about a year ago (the only time I've tried something even slightly original) but haven't gotten further than a single layer of the drawing. I daren't try and finish it, for fear that it'll turn out horrible.
Draft2

EDIT: Is it possible to get a fix for getting inserted images to appear undistorted?
 
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Lol

Lol

nothing much.
Jun 13, 2019
31
i just drew this for angle practice a few mins ago, lol
 

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Superfluous

Superfluous

...
Mar 16, 2019
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EDIT: Is it possible to get a fix for getting inserted images to appear undistorted?
I posted about the problem in the feedback section:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/image-problem.17982/post-340187

It looks like it came with a recent update, and is probably beyond the control of @Marquis. I'm guessing the updates come from the developers of the forum (can't find their name). Hopefully there will be another update or fix soon.
 
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To match the colors

To match the colors

To have control is to be free.
Sep 19, 2018
40
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Just finished today on MS Paint, using only a mouse... Freehandedly. 0E4C8289 62A1 4E27 9C0A 62D9229B65F4
 
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Pilum Muralis

Pilum Muralis

“We'll never be as young as we are tonight.”
Jul 2, 2019
187
I don't know if you would consider cross stitch art, but It's what I do.
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HeartbreakInStereo

HeartbreakInStereo

Restless
Jun 14, 2018
31
i'll join this too. This is a little written piece I did in one of my worst nights ever.
Also, English is not my main language so excuse any mistakes

No matter what I do
These thoughts creep in my head
I'm just a child
waiting to fly
falling to the void
living for nothing
just to feel something

Throwing up words
no idea what I'm saying
I hope I die, you know?
Staring to the ceiling
Crying
People around me
Sleeping
Peacefully.

Too focused on myself
at the same time not
My life matters
at the same time
not

I tossed and turned in my bed
it doesn't feel like a bed
feels like a hell
full of insecurities
ready to drown me

It's not deep enough
I say as I sink
others have it worse
so I shouldn't be like this

something that's been broken for so long
can never be fixed
and
I can't sleep

it's so hard
why?
i hope i sleep so i don't think what I think
i hope i start my day in two hours
not remembering a thing.

i wan't to be a baby again
or a rock
or nothing at all
living (not living)
in space and time

it's so bittersweet
i want to die
same time not
want to smile
same time not

i want to lose myself in the forest
stay on the ground
while maggots eat me alive
while the leaves sing
songs around me

at first it looks like they sing
and when I listen closer
i hear screams
cries
insecurities
insults

it's better to not listen
not reading between the lines
because in the end you'll see yourself
that's not good
i want to feel good (or bad)

(or dead)

why am I doing this?
it's like a song
soundtrack for a suicide
but i don't hear a thing
static

i want to go
out of this house
to the forest
i want arrows piercing my flesh
bullets
i want to see myself and see another person

want to walk barefoot in the rain
feel how broken I am
focus on it
even though i've been focused on it these past five years

5:57
still throwing up words
trying to scream with phrases
i don't know anymore
maybe if I die
they'd scream

people will keep seeing leaves
hearing them sing
I'll keep seeing them
hearing them crying to the sky

I don't want to live anymore
don't want to
this world wasn't made for me
this world made me
but I was not enough

it's pain
fucking pain
or isn't it?
maybe I just want the attention
you're not sad
you act like you are

My fingers move on their own
i don't know what I'm writing
not living
not living
surviving
i'm just a corpse
surviving

it's screams underneath the earth
like all the dead
were trying to trick me
to go with them
come with me
because I belong to their world
being a passenger in this one

blood
i see blood
bathing in it
it's mine
i don't care
i deserve it



it's like the weight of the world
is falling over me
fate
life
everything
what do I do?
I'll keep on living
because the pain they'll suffer losing me
matters more than the one I suffer losing myself
every day
bit by bit

i used to think I had a future
now I don't even plan
I won't make it

I don't want to see myself in the mirror
hoping my body assumes i don't exist
and they leave me for dead

every day it's worse and worse
I AM TIRED
 
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Daigoro’sDisciple

Daigoro’sDisciple

Member
Jul 6, 2019
20
Death and the Despondent

Death:
So, I hear you would like to depart?
This desire you speak of, it dwells in your heart?


Despondent:
Yes, my spirit is broken, and my body is weak
I'm so sick, and so tired, of society's reek
I've proclaimed my opinion in an endeavor to speak
Though my voice have grown weary — I come off as a freak
I cannot seem to grasp the technique
On how to help them see through the mystique
As soon as their eyes catch a peak
Their faces turn bleak and they let out a shriek
Then off to their safe havens they sneak
A place where the absolute truth will get tweaked
With answers oblique, they go through with their week
Hence I am damned with an anger unique
The hole in my soul has started to leak
A purpose in life, I do no longer seek
So, spare me the farce about turning my cheek
For I am truly afraid of the havoc I'll wreak
Soon I'll explode in a murderous streak
Now, reach out with those skeleton fingers that creak
Grant me the darkening touch which I seek

To be perfectly honest, you're really quite smart
So, I have decided to honor my part
Though, a humble old warning before you depart
Is it gates on a cloud or a scorching rampart?
Will they praise your arrival or rip you apart?
In death, you'll find neither beauty nor art
Are you certain you still want your name on my chart?


To be perfectly honest, your warning is lame
An immense lack of insight — it beings you to shame
Not once in my life did I care for a name
I spat at good fortune, riches, and fame
Spiritual freedom is what I acclaim
Staying true to myself is my only real aim
Heaven or hell — to me it's the same
The sphere of perception, I never shall blame
Now, are you done with your questioning game?
Go on with your duty and set me aflame

Several pathways do lead to my door
Entering various people galore
Victims of war, the sick, and the poor
I solemnly swear the whole bunch is so sore
One cried on my floor, while another one swore
This beckons a question I cannot ignore
How can you be so calm at your core?
You're meeting my gaze like no one before
You do not abhor, nor do you adore
Your courage have awoken my lust to explore
Why am I cursed as the bringer of gore?
I wonder who gave me this bothersome chore
Will you join my new journey and settle this score?
Free we shall soar or fall with a roar
Let our actions reveal what our fates have in store
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
rawr
13329
 
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inconsequential

inconsequential

Enlightened
Jun 1, 2019
1,011
13356
I make digital art because my hands suck too much for traditional art.
 
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enigmática saudade

enigmática saudade

Ô Mort, vieux capitaine, il est temps!
Jun 27, 2019
28
La mort des amants WeChat Image 20190715084407
 
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Ko9

Ko9

Student
Jun 30, 2019
159
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