Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
- Status
Hunter
Experienced
- Sep 14, 2018
- 260
I'm not thinking about sex. I'm thinking about the end of my life.
Kyrok
Paragon
- Nov 6, 2018
- 970
Maybe if sex still matters to you, you shouldn't yet ctb.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
Kyrok
Paragon
- Nov 6, 2018
- 970
Lol. I wrote "yet." Something is still appealing in life... So maybe you're not yet done. When I was young, sex had a role in keeping me alive. No longer.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
oh. No, i can have sex 24/7 no problem and still want to ctb. For me sex drive and the will to live have no correlation. But i see your point.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
galaxyencrypted
max.
- Dec 18, 2018
- 34
Hey, if it's that good, maybe I'd stick around for more. :)
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
Pulpit2018
Experienced
- Oct 8, 2018
- 287
Sex? Ha!
A good farewell word might be all you really need...
A good farewell word might be all you really need...
RememberWhatUCameFor
dont cry for me im already dead
- Nov 20, 2018
- 590
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
dhk96
Member
- May 8, 2018
- 94
I'm totally self-conscious about my body, clueless, scared, and don't know any normal, safe people to ask (wouldn't anyway because even I wouldn't, uh, do it with me if I were someone else). ...So I guess I'm dying a virgin!
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
mmmmmmI'm totally self-conscious about my body, clueless, scared, and don't know any normal, safe people to ask (wouldn't anyway because even I wouldn't, uh, do it with me if I were someone else). ...So I guess I'm dying a virgin!
dhk96
Member
- May 8, 2018
- 94
Activities like listening to music, reading comics, and cooking still appeal to me. There are a lot of things that I wouldn't mind having a chance to experience. But none of those things, no matter how appealing, keep me alive. I (can) do them because I'm not yet dead.
In the end, nothing I do and no one I know are worth living for.
*poof*
Wish granted. You are now a happy cat lady who likes cracking jokes and will let me pet/feed your cats ^^
Thanks but no thanks. You would only regret asking ;p
GiveMeNovacaine
Member
- Jun 11, 2018
- 50
I don't have a girlfriend nor any female friends & I don't have the energy nor social skills to meet any. So sex is out of the question. Not interested in paying prostitutes either.
Don't sell yourself shortI'm totally self-conscious about my body, clueless, scared, and don't know any normal, safe people to ask (wouldn't anyway because even I wouldn't, uh, do it with me if I were someone else). ...So I guess I'm dying a virgin!
peachesNpoison
Student
- Dec 25, 2018
- 115
These have been my thoughts about my final day
- If I could hire a prostitute with 100% certainty that she was working ethically - and that I wouldn't get caught up in some legal shit that would turn my other plans into a shitshow - I would probably go that route.
- I can't fuck&leave anyone that I'm in or have been in a relationship, I would feel too shitty.
- I'll probably wind up just jacking off for the last time before I do it in the hotel room.
- If I could hire a prostitute with 100% certainty that she was working ethically - and that I wouldn't get caught up in some legal shit that would turn my other plans into a shitshow - I would probably go that route.
- I can't fuck&leave anyone that I'm in or have been in a relationship, I would feel too shitty.
- I'll probably wind up just jacking off for the last time before I do it in the hotel room.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
There are plenty escorts who are legit. I've had sex with over 20 of them.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,804
While I've thought about this before, I've decided that meh, nothing is worth going over if there is any remote chance that will delay or ruin my plans for ctb'ing. If there is a way where I can be 100% sure that I can do it without it interfering with my plans (whether socially, emotionally, legally, or what not), then sure. Otherwise, I just view it as an extra cherry on top. It's nice to if it works out, but if not, then that's ok with me. I've lived a pretty solitary and lonely life most of the time, so I'll just ctb alone.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
I like your response. I'm at the point where i don't care to have sex before ctb. I'll just enjoy my last day alone.
All I can add is that if I could even 'fathom' the idea of sex - what with the physical pain and general duress I'm in - I wouldn't be considering CTB.
But then, I'm Italian so maybe my expectations are too high.
But then, I'm Italian so maybe my expectations are too high.
JJ-NOHOPE
Tantalus - all desire, no hope
- Nov 26, 2018
- 119
Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.
One more reason to ctb.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.
One more reason to ctb.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
I've noticed quite a few people aren't too keen on this thread. My intentions were not to offend anyone. But sex is a great thing to experience and something not everyone gets to do. So it can be comforting in your last moments.
DariaBuPL
Can't take all of this anymore
- Nov 30, 2018
- 27
Even if I wanted, no one would like to do it with me.
Guess I'm gonna be a virgin till the end, but I don't mind to be honest. It isn't really that important to me.
Guess I'm gonna be a virgin till the end, but I don't mind to be honest. It isn't really that important to me.
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,919
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