sensitive and expressionless, do you deal with that too?

[loslassen]

I've come to notice my family members take me as a tough tolerant person, which is why I believe they are usually kind of rude to me, I know I'm part of the blame for not communicating my disturbance but to be honest it kind of comes off as a lack of empathy to me, at least a little bit because I know they love me, I just hate being so sensitive that the way they treat me hurts me so much, but I can't tell them or show thme, because I'm usually expressionless, I feel like they take advantage of that, unknowingly.

 

[AInilam]

If it's hurting you or affecting your mental health, I think you should let them know. It may come as a surprise to them--but it's better they try to rectify themselves while they still can instead of blaming themselves later. If they don't even after you've told them, well--the fault is theirs.

 

[loslassen]

If it's hurting you or affecting your mental health, I think you should let them know. It may come as a surprise to them--but it's better they try to rectify themselves while they still can instead of blaming themselves later. If they don't even after you've told them, well--the fault is theirs.

I actually have recently, I told them that they had promised to protect me (I'm the youngest sibling from 2, and live with my dad) and that they were hurting me by the way they betray their own promise of being there to listen while they push me away or hurt me often, it was a touching talk but ig they just forget, we're all human and I know they do mistakes but it still hurts me

 

[HollowDrop]

I can relate, I come off as apathetic to a lot of people due to my lack of facial emotions. Brings forth a lot of misunderstandings.
This is when all we can do is try and express ourselves as best as we can through words and honesty. People cannot read our minds but it is also up to the others to try and understand us when we try to explain ourselves.
I'm sad to hear you feel this way around your own family, they really should be there for your support and not to hurt you.