Seeking forgiveness through suicide

[thalasabin]

I feel like the only thing that can make up for me being a shitty person is if I commit suicide. I hate myself so much and I regret too much. I especially regret the way I treated other people. I feel like if I kill myself they will forgive me. I want to die for my friends and family. I am ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live.

 

[unlovablesince02]

I feel the exact same way.

 

[L0nely]

I relate to you in a way.
I don't think any1 would forgive me for ctb'ing (religious family) but I think it would benefit them in a long run.
I don't think I'm a good person to have around, I don't bring anything positive into any1's life, rather the other way around. They could be hurt at first but after some time I think that it would be all for the good. I think that w/out me they all would be just happier.

 

[thalasabin]

I relate to you in a way.
I don't think any1 would forgive me for ctb'ing (religious family) but I think it would benefit them in a long run.
I don't think I'm a good person to have around, I don't bring anything positive into any1's life, rather the other way around. They could be hurt at first but after some time I think that it would be all for the good. I think that w/out me they all would be just happier.

Not only do I wanna seek forgiveness from my friends by committing suicide but I of course wanna be rid of my mental pain. The shame and guilt is too much to handle. I'm too scared to end it though.

 

[mytrauma]

I can't go on anymore

I feel like the only thing that can make up for me being a shitty person is if I commit suicide. I hate myself so much and I regret too much. I especially regret the way I treated other people. I feel like if I kill myself they will forgive me. I want to die for my friends and family. I am ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live.

I feel like the only thing that can make up for me being a shitty person is if I commit suicide. I hate myself so much and I regret too much. I especially regret the way I treated other people. I feel like if I kill myself they will forgive me. I want to die for my friends and family. I am ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live.

I feel the same

 

[Desp]

Not only do I wanna seek forgiveness from my friends by committing suicide but I of course wanna be rid of my mental pain. The shame and guilt is too much to handle. I'm too scared to end it though.

I kind of feel the same way. My guilt and shame is too much for me to make significant progress in life.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

You will care about absolutely none of that when you're dead. That's the whole point of being dead lol.