Seeking for method painless and quick using available household solubles and a little life venting

[trxck!]

I made a name for myself but after partnering with a team who toke advantage of everything and made me owe people and made my reputation so bad in public. Betrayed by a friend I trusted and now all I have are debts and a shamed reputation. I still have few responsibilities but I just want to escape reality after trying to look for solutions but in despair found nothing.

People think life is good and exciting for me but honestly I've been trying my best to find something I could use to distract the thoughts of eternal slumber but you can never escape it since it lurks like a shadow at the back of your mind. I have been thinking of ctb but I hate pain and I'm scared of it. I am also disheartened to leave without any death care plans since I don't want to burden my family but I can no longer stand how my mind is spiraling out of sanity.

Currently I have been staying with my best friend as I act normal but I have already decided to do it any day now. I am writing my funeral arrangement on my friend's laptop since this is what I have been using. I encrypted the word document with a password so that she won't accidentally read and stop me. I am planning on writing the password on a separate paper that she will see.

I would like to ask a painless quick method where I can just drink a mixture of solution that I can concoct using household solubles that I can drink before sleeping. I would prefer a quick painless one as pain is the only thing stopping me from yeeting myself.

 

[Death is my goal]

doesn't exist.. you asking for too much

 

[dialogos]

I would like to ask a painless quick method where I can just drink a mixture of solution that I can concoct using household solubles that I can drink before sleeping. I would prefer a quick painless one as pain is the only thing stopping me from yeeting myself.

Hi! If only it was this easy right? Only chemists are that good and they would still have problems with the
painless part. Have you checked
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[befree]

household solubles that I can drink

This is not a good idea. In this thread you can find an overview of common methods:

Need Ideas

New here, sorry if I'm doing this wrong LOL. Anyways, my preferred method until lately has been firearm, but I'm in a bit of a predicament. I'm aware that if I do so, because I have access to them because of my father that my mother and her family will go after him and try to charge him for...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Always use a proven guide !

This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use these methods. You act on your own responsibility.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

OP I'm sorry what you have to go through is so awful. Previous posts have given the best possible info already. You have to make a decision on your own, think about everything thoroughly. I hope you find peace!

 

[FuneralCry]

If such a method existed then I would had left a long time ago, suicide just isn't that straightforward as after all we exist in such an anti-suicide society, if people could easily and peacefully leave this world in such a way then the household products would just be restricted. Being able to leave this world like that would always be far too good to be true, I also wish suicide is that easy but it's not reality unfortunately, it's horrible how we cannot just free ourselves from this existence in peace in a guaranteed way.

 

[アホペンギン]

If you use sodium nitrite as seasoning rather than using salt then thats a good method :)

Edit: that was a joke, sorry but theres no such thing as a ready to use method where all the materials are found at home. I'm sorry you have to go through all this.

 

[Kera]

I made a name for myself but after partnering with a team who toke advantage of everything and made me owe people and made my reputation so bad in public. Betrayed by a friend I trusted and now all I have are debts and a shamed reputation. I still have few responsibilities but I just want to escape reality after trying to look for solutions but in despair found nothing.

People think life is good and exciting for me but honestly I've been trying my best to find something I could use to distract the thoughts of eternal slumber but you can never escape it since it lurks like a shadow at the back of your mind. I have been thinking of ctb but I hate pain and I'm scared of it. I am also disheartened to leave without any death care plans since I don't want to burden my family but I can no longer stand how my mind is spiraling out of sanity.

Currently I have been staying with my best friend as I act normal but I have already decided to do it any day now. I am writing my funeral arrangement on my friend's laptop since this is what I have been using. I encrypted the word document with a password so that she won't accidentally read and stop me. I am planning on writing the password on a separate paper that she will see.

I would like to ask a painless quick method where I can just drink a mixture of solution that I can concoct using household solubles that I can drink before sleeping. I would prefer a quick painless one as pain is the only thing stopping me from yeeting myself.

Almost impossible with common household remedies.
If swallowed, corrosive substances can burn all tissues they come into contact with - from the lips to the stomach.
Symptoms can include pain (especially if swallowed), coughing, shortness of breath and vomiting.

Yet in May 2020, 15 adults in Arizona and New Mexico poisoned themselves by drinking hand sanitizer. There were then four deaths. Three of those affected were still suffering from vision problems, the Centre for Disease Control and Prevention added.

Recommended by Danish doctors, the propranolol method. This happens quickly and leads to cardiac arrest.
Mixtures of substances are particularly toxic. Therefore, supplementation with other medicines makes sense.

A website on overdose deaths:

Why Propranolol? – AntiDepAware

antidepaware.co.uk

Two threads from this forum: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/friend-killed-herself.100106/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/leaving-goodbye.100250/