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mementomorii

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Jun 12, 2026
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Hi guys. I've managed to secure benzodiazepines, but I don't have an antiemetic and am unsure how to obtain one. Additionally, I plan to purchase SN soon. The issue is, I live with my parents (I'm in college and it's summer break) and they monitor the account my pay goes into. I guess my best bet is to go to some hardware store and try to purchase it in-person with cash or something, but do you think they'll know I'm suicidal? And can I even get it in person? Where do I ship it to that isn't my house so my family doesn't discover it? I know I could wait till I'm back at school but I just don't think I can go that long. What do I do?
 

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