Second and last post

[potatocube]

Couldn't sleep so I decide to work on regime. Finally received everything that I need to catch the bus Bus is right there. I've got one hand in my pocket, and the other one is holding the valuable ticket. Departure time set in two days, on Oct.13. I will use the SN method.

My planned regime:
October 12

8:00 - 10 mg Metoclopramide
16:00 - 10 mg Meto
24:00 - 10 mg Meto​

October 13

8:00 - 10mg Meto
16:00 - 10mg Meto​

Begin fasting (food).​

17:00 - Arrive at hotel
20:00 - test SN purity​

Write note on paper, warning housekeeping to call police after checkout time.​

22:00 - Begin fasting (water)​

Shower.​

23:00 - 1000mg Tylenol
23:20 - 30mg Meto​

Prepare 50mg Trazodone.
Weight out SN 25g*3.
Measure out water.
Place plastic drop cloth on bed.
Prepare a trash can in case of vomit.​

23:45 - take Traz
23:50 - mix 3 glass of SN drink with plastic spoon
24:00 Drink 1st cup, if needed, 2nd and 3rd cup.​

Listen to music.
Say goodbye.
Wipe out phone.
Layback ​

I'm grateful to have found this site. I feel like I've taken more from the community than I've given. I appreciate every shared experience, whether of success or failure. Wishing everyone the best in making the right decisions and achieving success. If I get too anxious, the hotel is really close to the emergency room of a hospital I prefer.
I'll try to update in the same post with my thoughts and feelings after the ingestion.

 

[LunarLight]

Best of luck. Hope you find peace.

 

[Kish]

hope you have a safe journey

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[SVEN]

Nothing but good wishes and the hope you find rest and peace, whatever your decision. Good luck.

 

[athiestjoe]

Wishing you the absolute best; may you find peace & serenity!

 

[ezziiooo678]

i wish you well and hope your mind is at ease now

 

[potatocube]

Took my first meto. Man heart already raising? Haha
I'm still deciding whether if I should continue on my antidepressant medication.

Serotonin syndrome
Taking metoclopramide with selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) or serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors (SNRIs) can increase the risk of serotonin syndrome, a life-threatening condition. Symptoms include confusion, hallucinations, seizures, and changes in blood pressure.

Which is worse? A withdrawn symptom or a serotonin syndrome? I don't know.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you search for, best wishes.

 

[Unspoken7612]

They're both pretty bad but also variable. Have you ever missed a dose of your antidepressant before? That gives you an idea of what 24 hour withdrawal would be like. Did you experience side effects when you first went on it (especially nausea or chills)? That gives an idea of what serotonin syndrome could be like.

You are taking a lot of meto. If you're concerned about the risk of meto causing SS, you could take much less, potentially as little as one dose today to see what impact it has, then the 30mg at the end. But I understand you might want to take a fuller regiment. But while SS is a theoretical risk, it seems unlikely in these low dosages.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Goodluck! I hope you find peace

 

[potatocube]

They're both pretty bad but also variable. Have you ever missed a dose of your antidepressant before? That gives you an idea of what 24 hour withdrawal would be like. Did you experience side effects when you first went on it (especially nausea or chills)? That gives an idea of what serotonin syndrome could be like.

You are taking a lot of meto. If you're concerned about the risk of meto causing SS, you could take much less, potentially as little as one dose today to see what impact it has, then the 30mg at the end. But I understand you might want to take a fuller regiment. But while SS is a theoretical risk, it seems unlikely in these low dosages.

Thanks! Now I have a better idea. I've experienced both lol. Decide to skip antidepressants