Help scared of failed attempt.

[Tiger]

i'm using sn method to cbt tomorrow, i'm scared of so many thing's that could go wrong.
i'm planning to carry sn packets in my socks to hotel, what if i get caught? they will call police and police will not believe it's sn i was carrying it to cbt, what if they think i'm some anti social? what will happen to my parents image in society? how can i show my face to my mom if she gets know i was trying to ctb. and
what if SN didn't work? i have not tested it. i don't want to wake up again with pipe in every hole of my body.

 

[chronicallybroken]

Where are you going that you're hiding it in your socks?

 

[Tiger]

Where are you going that you're hiding it in your socks?

sorry to hotel

 

[S like suicide]

I don't want to wake up again with pipe in every hole of my body.

What happened if i may ask?

 

[Hope:-)]

IIs sn illegal where you live? I don't see why you can't place the sn in your bag. Yes, it is very scary. I can't fully relate because I'm going next month but I've been starting to get very scared these past few days. Sending you lots of love xx

 

[Tiger]

IIs sn illegal where you live? I don't see why you can't place the sn in your bag. Yes, it is very scary. I can't fully relate because I'm going next month but I've been starting to get very scared these past few days. Sending you lots of love xx

it's legal but if they check your bag and they will ask what is and why is it inside your bag. i have high anxiety and hand tremors, so i will start acting like a fool and they will be suspicious and may call police.

What happened if i may ask?

last time when i attempted suicide by overdose of pill, i woke up with all kind of tubes in my body.

 

[Jrmull1993]

Why would a hotel be checking your bags?

 

[Tiger]

Why would a hotel be checking your bags?

for security purpose.

 

[Hope:-)]

Hotels won't check your bags x

 

[Tiger]

Hotels won't check your bags x

hope so, i have book kind of low end hotel so that there is no scanner and metal detectors

Hotels won't check your bags x

i can't think straight, what do you guys seggest? should take it in bag?

 

[S like suicide]

last time when i attempted suicide by overdose of pill, i woke up with all kind of tubes in my body.

I'm very sorry you went throught all that:(