Venting Relapsed selfharm

[struggles_inc]

I just turned on energetic music and cut myself with every beat. Kind of danced too. Felt surreal, at the end I almost didn't feel my hands.
With blood everywhere, I'm sure there gonna be some new scars now. Oh well.

 

[2messdup]

I just turned on energetic music and cut myself with every beat. Kind of danced too. Felt surreal, at the end I almost didn't feel my hands.
With blood everywhere, I'm sure there gonna be some new scars now. Oh well.

That energetic music is great at the time but I don't like its effects. Not s/h in my case but risky behaviours then rage.

 

[struggles_inc]

That energetic music is great at the time but I don't like its effects. Not s/h in my case but risky behaviours then rage.

Sooooo true