Relapsed on drugs 3 days ago

[planningmyexit]

Horrible idea. Got close with someone recently and now their gone because I told them I was high while I was super messed up. I thought it would be a fun time but now I feel worse than ever. Got 3 days clean again but damn that was a horrible mistake. I was so happy I met that person and now they are gone forever over my addiction creeping up on me because I gave into the cravings. On the bright side I didn't enjoy being high at all so I think I'm actually done for good this time. But fuck I'm so worse off before my relapse in so many different ways

 

[jodes2]

Well done for wanting to be clean again. Very well done, I hope it sticks for you. I need to stay clear of weed, it's bankrupted me and has been a strain on relationships. Sorry you lost someone because of it, that's devastating

 

[SarRy]

Well, you're back to sobriety. That's the main thing. Every day is new. It is no use to dwell in regret. You have a future to build, the past is already gone. I wish you luck.

I hope you find peace.