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Untimely

Untimely

Student
Apr 21, 2023
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pretty much just the title. feeling lonely
 
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moshimoshi

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Apr 6, 2024
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Hey I'm so sorry you're feeling lonely. It really sucks feeling ctb urges while drunk, I've definitely been there. I hope the bad feelings pass soon 💫✨ we're right here for you!!
 
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Untimely

Student
Apr 21, 2023
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Hey I'm so sorry you're feeling lonely. It really sucks feeling ctb urges while drunk, I've definitely been there. I hope the bad feelings pass soon 💫✨ we're right here for you!!
thanks, i really appreciate it. it definitely makes it worse
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
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I am sorry you feel so lonely and suicidal. Thats the worst

I hope you feel better soon
We're here for you
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
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Drunk CTB is not the best idea as you are more liable to be in a dynamic emotional state and could easily call for help ruining your attempt.

Also, we are more prone to make mistakes which make methods less effective.

I wish you luck whatever you decide though
 
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Rhizomorph1

Psychology (B.A.) & Substance Use Researcher
Oct 24, 2023
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I recommend against spontaneous ctb while drunk.

I've personally made a Ulysses pact with myself not to ctb spontaneously or in an impaired frame of mind.

Making the decision while your brain is operating on normal cognition will ensure it doesn't backfire and is adequately deliberated.

Wishing you peace :heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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We're here for you! You're not alone! :heart:

I'm sorry you you have to go through this.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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It really is the worst of downers, isn't it; feeling alone, down & suicidal. Please hang in there meantime until you're through this and able to think things through clearly. Whatever your final decision is.
 
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