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shadow11
Wizard
- Jul 31, 2018
- 619
I was lying in bed this morning like in a half dream state when every realization that has brought me to the point of ctb flashed through my mind, like a movie. My illness, the doctors giving me the wrong meds, not being able to get out of my house, my family not helping me and the constant fear all came flashing by. I woke up in a panic. Needless to say, it made me realize that ctb is the only way. I cant get the help I need , I will not go back to a psych hospital and the medical drs just blow it all off. My family just thinks I can get over it. I will have to ctb soon to avoid any more pain from this situation and that is my realization.
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